Day 284

4th July 2009
Saturday
Today was like... LOL! Force to wake up early in the morning. I feel like... i had just went into sleep few minutes ago... I was dreaming... i am very sure. I dreamt of you. Why? What is happening? I can still remember clearly. It was like... i was actually like how i am feeling now. I want to get back to you... but i am affraid. I saw, i hurt you so badly... even now, i see some sadness in your eyes when i see you. I feel hurt too... i don't know why... i feel sad... I saw ur leg was like full of mosquito bites. I was helping you applying some medication. This is a really... weird dream. I do feel... quite sad to see you in this state. Your wound... It pain my heart... So deep... I realised, i am in a dream, but the feeling is so real that you are just in front of me. A major collision of all feelings, sadness, happiness and relief. Because you allow me to heal your wound. I was awaken by the alarm... Then, i was not waking up, because i don't feel like leaving... So i stay, until i finish applying the medication, then my bro actually woke me up. I don't know... i feel... blank...
After i brush and wash, i follow my parents out for breakfast. It was only 7 am then. After breakfast, i follow my bro to school to take his report card. Argh... i am still kind of drowsy. I am not fully awaken. When i woke up, i got a running nose... haih. Even now, my nose is running. I fear that i got the H1N1 virus. LOL! But, don't worry much. Because... if i am really to get it, then, it is destined. I don't go out much, yet i still get it. Destiny. I follow my mum to my cousins' house and was playing there. SDO with pauline first then was mapling with Victor. After that was watching Naruto! Then, i had porridge with my auntie. The afternoon, i was still at my cousins'. I was playing Maple with Mei Yin and Delon first, but then, Terence came and we started to play Dota. The afternoon was raining VERY heavily. I was feeling sleepy soon afterwards. So, i just... stop playing and get some rest at the sofa. My parents finally came around 530. So i pack my laptop and get ready to go home. Reached home, i bathe then get changed to go to dinner at Satay House. The dinner was like... LOL! A very funny dinner. My younger cousins was playing, then my bro was imitating my mum, and Victor and Pauline was disturbing Aaron. This is... HILARIOUS! Laugh until full. LOL! Then, went home, started blogging. LOL! I was quite full... lol. Really. sianz... haih~ Do i ever get the chance, to do what i do in my dreams one day? I do want to make up to you. I have no idea how sad or hurt you are last time, but... i know. i am sorry. I am sad and depressed. My bad... haih~