Day 362

20th September 2009
Sunday
Today... i woke up at 730. My parents woke me up. It's Raya holiday yet i still wake up so early. Why? LOL! Because, i have meditation class with my parents. LOL! After breakfast and clean up, i follow my parents to the temple and started the meditation class with Sifu. Hmm... It is a new thing to me... But not really that new as i did it too some ages ago. Of course, last time i do it on my own without a sifu... This sifu teach something new... His was another way... Erm... it was like 930am when it started... Meditating... until 1130am, we stopped and it is time to have our lunch and break. After lunch, we continue again at 1pm. 1pm to 3pm... once again, a 2 hours meditation. LOL! Erm... i think... i didn't find my answer... But, it is a new experience to me as i finally conquer my fear of sudden death. Last time, i was awaken from my meditation as i feel as if my breathe stopped. Today, i go against it and continue on. I have no idea how to explain the feeling. It is just... unknown happiness when u reach a certain stage. You will feel so comfortable and forget all the pain. LOL! It ended, and we go find sifu and tell him what we see and what we feel throughout the meditation. After that, we went home. LOL! I was kind of hungry then as i didn't eat much for lunch. Hmm... Reached home, i go bathe and... play 1 game of Dota with my bro. Tonight got a really nice dinner! LOL! After dinner, we watch Magic show together. Then, it is time to play laptop again. LOL! We on garena and was playing Garena... Hmm... Holiday... This is how i use my holiday. LOL!