Day 61

23rd November 2008
Sunday
Sunday... Forced to wake and go have breakfast with my parents. Today is nice... no rain. LOL.
I spend the day... like ... games... again... games... duh...
What to do??
i think of the exam... and i still play...
but... why?
today was spend meaninglessly. LOL!
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really no comment about it...
U know... ever since we broke up... every night... i don't have to wait for any sms... or even touch my phone...
My phone bill dropped. I feel... odd... not about the money... but about the burden i carry. I used to wait... wait... and wait... now... i don't need to wait... and even sms come... i feel lazy to even go and open it... last time... i will always be like expecting something... something from you... it has been 2 months... approximately 2 months now. Yet i still miss you every night every day... =.='''
I do not feel grief... i just feel weak.
Anyway... i will try to pull things together... let me be me again... hope that i can still win your heart back... but not now... Take care!