Day 162

4th March 2009
Wednesday
Today came early. I woke up early, breakfast... but i didn't go back to sleep anymore. I start off with my law. Reading... It was already 12pm when i finally call it a stop for lunch. After lunch, i was watching Anime when Wei Wei called and asked me to join them in the study group.
So, since i will be focusing a little too much on law, so i joined them to get on with some F7. Sim came to pick me at 2pm. I allow them to use my phone to contact the lecturers for some information. LOL! So... basically, my phone number was spread out. =.=''' But never mind. Just the lecturers... LOL! We were discussing on the questions... until 5pm when i started to feel hungry... i went to the cake house nearby to buy myself some buns. Then we continue on until 6pm. Then they went home first while i will be waiting for my parents to come pick me up. So i visited the computer lab. Terence and Phang are there. So, i just go in and had some little chit chat with them.
Then Phang went to class and Terence went home. I was waiting alone there. So, to burn some of the time, i read the papers. I kind of hate reading the papers now... Politics... And Perak some more... The unstable politics may lead to bad security. You must really take care of yourself well over there...
My parents finally came at 630pm. Upon reaching home, i was the one to help my dad to prepare the dinner as it will be spagetti. Hehe... He is not good in western food. So i will be the instructor. It seems like i still haven't lost my touch in the kitchen. Pure Talent~ Wahahahaha!!! LOL! Joking... It didn't taste good anyway. Something is missing, but don't know what is just it. Haih~
After dinner, my parents went for a movie. Owh... Lovely couple. LOL. Good though. They can spend their time with some spices of life. I really hope that they can stay healthy and still do this until they grew older and older.
I have sort of lose faith... I don't feel that i can do anything right. I grew tired of trying. The failure is just frustrating. But there are always cheers behind me... there are always encouragement around me. I can't give up no matter how tired i am. Can i stop? Can i quit? The answer is simply No. No matter what, Must hang in there. So cheer me on... without all your cheers, i don't think i will be able to hang in there. I won't be able to keep going on even when i feel tired. God, give me strength, don't make those around me feel disappointed any more.