Day 192

3rd April 2009
Friday
It is now April... APRIL! MY GOD! i left just few days to decide whether to sit for the exams or not this coming June... Nervous... Stress... confused... undecided...
I woke up with a messy dream this morning... just like yesterday... Lately was having really messy dream... everything was in a mess. It is like everything just come out... I suppose this is some sign of my brain getting cramped... LOL!!!
Anyway, today my dad cooked breakfast. So i just brush my teeth then i can have my breakfast. Of course, i have been a good boy today. After breakfast, i do some revision. Hehe... Anyway, i stopped at 10 something. Then i get myself to watch POKEMON! Yahoo! LOL! Of course, this means that the whole day of mine was spent watching my favorite of all time. Hehe...
3 something, my dad came home. He asked me to help with the joss paper... So... i do it. Then it was not enough. So he went out to buy some more while i just finish the leftover. Then, i go bathe and pack my bag for school. He came home at 4 then we continue the UNFINISHED BUSINESS. LOL! Of course, i asked him to bring me to school earlier as i got exam coming later. It was 5pm when we stop our work and go to school. When i reached school, I saw Sing Ni and Ling Chien at the lobby. I wave to them then with some little greeting. I move myself to the Comp room first thing as i need to catch up on the revision on tonight's small test. LOL! But just few minutes later, Phang came. We went for dinner, then... LOL! It was already 6. I have no choice but to go to class and started with the exam. I feel that i didn't do well. LOL! But the lecturer seems to know that everyone didn't do well... so... she decided to explain it and treat it as an exercise for us! Woo! Anyway, i also feel bad about it. It was my incapability. Sad...
I feel as if my brain was somehow cramped. LOL! It is true. I can't seems to think straight and absorb things easily... Luckily, during 10 minutes break, i go wash my face and wake up a bit. Things change only after that. But it is a bit too late. But never mind, at least i get something into my brain. LOL!!!
Then... tonight... the lecturer only let us go after we completed our assignment. Hehe... i was happy that my brain is functioning properly now and was able to complete it FIRST! WOO!!! LOL! I suppose it was some sort of like a rush to go home. But it is really quite late though. It was already 945pm!
My parents was already waiting for me downstairs. We went for dinner... of course i didn't eat as i don't feel like eating... i just feel tired... LOL!!!
Tomorrow need to wake up early to go to my grandparents grave. I think it is time for bed too! SLEEP NOW! LOL!
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I seems to let go more now. I don't think of you as much as i do yesterday. It was just normal that i will spend a few minutes time day dreaming, thinking about you... but lately... the time has shortened. But i still cannot stop missing you before i sleep. You will just flash into my mind. But it is okay. I feel it as in it is something good for me, reminding me to keep myself warm at night. Good Night.