Day 211

22th April 2009
Wednesday
Today i was dreaming again. I had a really really weird dream. It was all about my friends in the secondary schools. Anyway, i can't really remember what happen. I just know that i don't feel like waking up this morning.
Basically, the day... i spent it on TV too. I wonder... when will i really start to get serious with my life...
Today the lab was closed. So, i just sit at the lobby. I see a lot of juniors there. Anyway, i just find myself a place to sit and grab myself some newspaper and started reading while waiting for Phang to come join me for dinner. LOL!
Tonight's class...
I really feel that i am not suitable for this... account... LOL! Now just i say i don't suit it? Isn't that a bit late? Anyway, the thing is... the lecturer drop us a question and asked us to do it. I tried to understand and do it... but... i have no confidence. In the end, i just do those that i am like 90~100% sure i am right questions. Those that i am not sure... i just leave it. But... when we started to discuss the questions... i seems to know them so well. I am really blur and unclear about what i am doing now... really ambiguous...
When the class is over, i meet some basketball friends at the lobby. What are they doing here? LOL! Anyway, i just heard that they are going for a drink later. My parents came just few minutes later. So, i went home... During the journey home, my mum nagged at me to do more revision. Again, my thoughts of stop came. But... why would i quit after such a long time spending on accounting? It is not a good idea to stop here. So, just hang on and work on it. There are no people who are born to like something. There are no people who are born with such talent... Success come from hard works...
Anyway! Good Luck!