Day 21

14th October 2008
Ever since i started this blog, i have been wondering when will i stop this blog... What if this last forever? Then that will make me write this forever?
This question is a big question i really don't know how to answer. I don't know. Never mind. If this is forever, then forever it is. So let it live as long as i live, as eternal as it can be.
Today, i woke up leaving plenty regrets. Because... i don't wanted to wake up. I was dreaming you. I saw you. We are nice together again. Yes... really happy to see... really happy. But it was so short... So so short... only a few seconds...
So... What to do??? must wake up also. So... wake up like usual. But, was feeling headache. Hmm... Maybe over slept. It was already 12+ in the afternoon... So late...
Anyway... Maybe due to late sleep. I sleep at 4am. LOL!
Forget it...
So, prepare my bag... read some notes... then watch TV. LOL! I am useless... Play too much. Not enough time to study.
Anyway, just don't feel well today. So tired... Still dreamy. Oh ya... Good thing that happen today. Should say just happen few minutes ago.
Sing Ying smsed me. ^^ So happy to receive it. It was like out of the blue... was so tired after class... And she send me a joke. A really nice relief of stress. ^^ Thank you... i forget to say... i forget to reply... i wanted to tell you... i dreamt of you today... but i didn't. Because i dare not approach you now. Because it is my wrong doing that separate us. I am so sorry... I don't know what to do. I love you more than i can say... But i will not tell now. Because i cannot do much for you. I cannot... Because i am weak. I cannot give u anything... i will only make you worry... will only make u sad...
But never mind now... i will focus on my study... so that i can hang on to my promise...
You must take care of yourself well ok? As i will try my best to do what i must do.