28th February 2009
Saturday
Today morning i woke up quite early. Of course, just like usual, i follow my mum downstairs for breakfast. Then i came back up and on maple. LOL! Today was really tiring. LOL!
Then 12pm, i prepare for school. So... that means... i go bathe and prepare my bag. I will be going for class and directly go for basketball after class. LOL! That means... i am not coming home. I pack my clothes and 2 bottles of water. Hoping that would be enough... Too bad... not enough. LOL!
Today's class was... Blur... LOL! 1 word... Blur~ Haha... I think there is a need to do revision on today's topic.
After that, i join the Sim brothers and Alvin for dinner. Gary came too. After dinner, we went to Alvin's house to get change and then it is time to ROCK! LoL!!! We reached the basketball hall at around 6pm. Directly, we start a game. Man... it was really nice. Today i can play better than last time. It is good that i can feel that i am getting better. At least better than last Saturday. Today's score had increase quite a lot. LOL! I gain 7 points in a game! Yes~ haha. So happy that i am going against some pro and still manage to earn some points. Playing with the pro really can make more improvement... faster too. hehe... i am starting to boast... I am still far from them... Those are really pros!!! MAN! No joke. One of them, shoot 10 3 pointers, only got 2 misses. My GOD!
After the game, i came home directly as i feel that my feet is starting to hurt a bit. So... i didn't follow them for supper. LOL! Reached home at around 930pm. I go bathe and get some rest on the sofa first. Then my parents came home... i had my supper. Hehe... then i on my comp and play a game with my bro. Now i feel rather tired. Time for Bed~ haha.
Good Night!!!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
Day 157
27th February 2009
Friday
Arh~ Friday. Supposed to be a nice day... but... anyway, i woke up 7 in the morning. So... normally. LOL! U know when i sleep last night? I don't know too. LOL! i was spinning in my bed... can't fall asleep.
My eyes was quite painful when i woke up. Even got some headache too. But don't care la...
After having breakfast, i reached home and starts on my revision. Odd thing... today i didn't complain. LOL! I just get on and read and do my revision. LOL!!!
I think it was 12pm when i stopped. I had my short lunch, then back to study again. I stopped on my law paper at 1pm. I didn't continue on tax... because i think i will start to feel frustrated once i start on tax... LOL! So i just forget about it. I continue on with F7, financial reporting. At least i won't feel pissed off by this paper.
Reading... reading... then 3pm, i stopped. LOL! 2 hours only... But i think that is enough. What i do after that??? Hehehe... can't guess... i actually took my basketball out, and learn dribble and control dribble. LOL!!! It was 4pm when i stop.
So, i go bathe and get my bag prepared for school later. My dad came home and... i am on my way to school at 5. I saw Damien first. Then, Sing Ni arrive and was studying. LOL! She is having exam tonight... oh~~~ hohoho... Then Phang came. Damien, Phang and me went to have our dinner. Damien treat us to a drink... lol! Then we are chatting and i asked him about his secondary school. I just knew that he is from st. Joseph. LOL!
I go back to class at 6pm as i was having a small quiz test as well. I walk in and started to do the quiz. Wahahaha... I manage to do it. I finish it on time, and i think i done my best. Hopefully this won't be disappointing. Although it is just a quiz... LOL!!!
Today's class was so fun!!! Why? Reason is simple... There are arguments all over... 3 hours of reasoning. LOL!!! This is a good sign... this means we understand somehow... so can argue. LOL!
Then, after class... it is time to go home. wahahaha... Tomorrow got class... T_T sad sad... But think about having basketball tomorrow... and weekend is coming!!! YEah!!! WOO!!! Now i just know the real meaning of weekends... LOL!!!
NightS! ^^
Friday
Arh~ Friday. Supposed to be a nice day... but... anyway, i woke up 7 in the morning. So... normally. LOL! U know when i sleep last night? I don't know too. LOL! i was spinning in my bed... can't fall asleep.
My eyes was quite painful when i woke up. Even got some headache too. But don't care la...
After having breakfast, i reached home and starts on my revision. Odd thing... today i didn't complain. LOL! I just get on and read and do my revision. LOL!!!
I think it was 12pm when i stopped. I had my short lunch, then back to study again. I stopped on my law paper at 1pm. I didn't continue on tax... because i think i will start to feel frustrated once i start on tax... LOL! So i just forget about it. I continue on with F7, financial reporting. At least i won't feel pissed off by this paper.
Reading... reading... then 3pm, i stopped. LOL! 2 hours only... But i think that is enough. What i do after that??? Hehehe... can't guess... i actually took my basketball out, and learn dribble and control dribble. LOL!!! It was 4pm when i stop.
So, i go bathe and get my bag prepared for school later. My dad came home and... i am on my way to school at 5. I saw Damien first. Then, Sing Ni arrive and was studying. LOL! She is having exam tonight... oh~~~ hohoho... Then Phang came. Damien, Phang and me went to have our dinner. Damien treat us to a drink... lol! Then we are chatting and i asked him about his secondary school. I just knew that he is from st. Joseph. LOL!
I go back to class at 6pm as i was having a small quiz test as well. I walk in and started to do the quiz. Wahahaha... I manage to do it. I finish it on time, and i think i done my best. Hopefully this won't be disappointing. Although it is just a quiz... LOL!!!
Today's class was so fun!!! Why? Reason is simple... There are arguments all over... 3 hours of reasoning. LOL!!! This is a good sign... this means we understand somehow... so can argue. LOL!
Then, after class... it is time to go home. wahahaha... Tomorrow got class... T_T sad sad... But think about having basketball tomorrow... and weekend is coming!!! YEah!!! WOO!!! Now i just know the real meaning of weekends... LOL!!!
NightS! ^^
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Day 156
26th February 2009
Thursday
I woke up early today. Oddly, i was not awaken by my parents today. I go brush my teeth then wait for my mum and went down for breakfast. After breakfast, i came up. Today i spend a lot of time day dreaming. besides, i also spend a lot of time being frustrated and emo... LOL!
So, i went up... i took my law book out, reading... then awhile later, i feel bored... so, i watched my bro watching tv... so i joined. =.=''' law breaking!!!
Then i spend the whole morning time watching TV with him. Only 12pm then i started to start with the law revision. Reading... reading... it was only few minutes later when i stopped. I go burn my ACCA letter. LOL! I really burn it... =.='''
Then, i was walking around meaninglessly... mind so blank...
Even now i am kind of blank...
Then just a few minutes later, i get back to law. =.=''' Sianz~~~ Haih~~~ Then i started biting. At least this is the time when i can focus and read... I was biting my ruler!!! And the ruler is now spoiled. =.=''' See what i did??? i am going insane... in a way... LOL!
Don't care anyway...
I take a bathe at 5 and go for a sleep. i think it was 6pm when i woke up. Then, this is the end of today's studying hours. =.=''' i suppose i only had 4 hours... and the rest of the time is... dreaming... frustrating... emoing... =.=''' SIAN AR!!!
Stop here... Stop me~ Really need to focus... haih~~~~~~~~
Nights!
Thursday
I woke up early today. Oddly, i was not awaken by my parents today. I go brush my teeth then wait for my mum and went down for breakfast. After breakfast, i came up. Today i spend a lot of time day dreaming. besides, i also spend a lot of time being frustrated and emo... LOL!
So, i went up... i took my law book out, reading... then awhile later, i feel bored... so, i watched my bro watching tv... so i joined. =.=''' law breaking!!!
Then i spend the whole morning time watching TV with him. Only 12pm then i started to start with the law revision. Reading... reading... it was only few minutes later when i stopped. I go burn my ACCA letter. LOL! I really burn it... =.='''
Then, i was walking around meaninglessly... mind so blank...
Even now i am kind of blank...
Then just a few minutes later, i get back to law. =.=''' Sianz~~~ Haih~~~ Then i started biting. At least this is the time when i can focus and read... I was biting my ruler!!! And the ruler is now spoiled. =.=''' See what i did??? i am going insane... in a way... LOL!
Don't care anyway...
I take a bathe at 5 and go for a sleep. i think it was 6pm when i woke up. Then, this is the end of today's studying hours. =.=''' i suppose i only had 4 hours... and the rest of the time is... dreaming... frustrating... emoing... =.=''' SIAN AR!!!
Stop here... Stop me~ Really need to focus... haih~~~~~~~~
Nights!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Day 155
25th February 2009
Wednesday
There is only one work to describe today, Sick! =.=''' This doesn't mean that i am sick... just that the day is sickening. I have been complaining ever since the day i fail my exam. I complain about this, i complain about that... None stop...
Today morning, i followed my mum down for breakfast at 730am. I only went up and get a little quality time with my law book, then Chris called. So, i went out and again have breakfast with him. That was 9 something then.
See? I had 2 breakfast in a day. I reached home at 10 something. I started off with my law and go on and on... on and on... 3pm, i stopped. I was having a headphone on while reading and studying the law and making notes... I on the headphone to maximum volume... that is some how bad to the ear... however, i didn't care... i feel more relief that way. So i just continue like this. 3pm, i stopped. I off everything, i close my law book and went into a blank again. =.='''
That didn't stay for long. I started to do some exercise just few minutes later. Only when my dad came home, i stopped. I even overworked my muscle that it is some how giving some pain now. =.=''' LOL! But that feels more relief. I had read of an email... it is about living positive. When you hear some irritating noises, you must feel thankful as you still got you hearing. When you feel tired after a whole day work, you must be thankful as you tried your best and work all day.... so on and so for... i find it quite meaningful... But i ain't going to post it because, i am lazy to go and copy and paste it out.
When i feel like doing so, then maybe i will. LOL!
The night, after dinner, i had to do the dishes today. So, after that, i started with tax. LOL! Spend the whole day on law and only spend a few minutes or 1 hour on tax. I think... perhaps 1 hour. Because after dinner finish is 7. After dishes, i started with tax. 830 i went to sleep. LOL!
9pm, i woke up again. Today i on my computer earlier. It was only 9 when i on my comp...
Anyway, that is not what is important...
Now is already 1210, I suppose it is time to get ready to sleep. Good Night now~
Hope tomorrow i can stop having blank in the middle... That is really annoying and it gives me a bad feeling... It feels as if... i am gone... LOL!
GOOD NIGHT!
Wednesday
There is only one work to describe today, Sick! =.=''' This doesn't mean that i am sick... just that the day is sickening. I have been complaining ever since the day i fail my exam. I complain about this, i complain about that... None stop...
Today morning, i followed my mum down for breakfast at 730am. I only went up and get a little quality time with my law book, then Chris called. So, i went out and again have breakfast with him. That was 9 something then.
See? I had 2 breakfast in a day. I reached home at 10 something. I started off with my law and go on and on... on and on... 3pm, i stopped. I was having a headphone on while reading and studying the law and making notes... I on the headphone to maximum volume... that is some how bad to the ear... however, i didn't care... i feel more relief that way. So i just continue like this. 3pm, i stopped. I off everything, i close my law book and went into a blank again. =.='''
That didn't stay for long. I started to do some exercise just few minutes later. Only when my dad came home, i stopped. I even overworked my muscle that it is some how giving some pain now. =.=''' LOL! But that feels more relief. I had read of an email... it is about living positive. When you hear some irritating noises, you must feel thankful as you still got you hearing. When you feel tired after a whole day work, you must be thankful as you tried your best and work all day.... so on and so for... i find it quite meaningful... But i ain't going to post it because, i am lazy to go and copy and paste it out.
When i feel like doing so, then maybe i will. LOL!
The night, after dinner, i had to do the dishes today. So, after that, i started with tax. LOL! Spend the whole day on law and only spend a few minutes or 1 hour on tax. I think... perhaps 1 hour. Because after dinner finish is 7. After dishes, i started with tax. 830 i went to sleep. LOL!
9pm, i woke up again. Today i on my computer earlier. It was only 9 when i on my comp...
Anyway, that is not what is important...
Now is already 1210, I suppose it is time to get ready to sleep. Good Night now~
Hope tomorrow i can stop having blank in the middle... That is really annoying and it gives me a bad feeling... It feels as if... i am gone... LOL!
GOOD NIGHT!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Day 154
24th February 2009
Tuesday
Tuesday... Today suck! Actually... everyday suck! LOL~ Why? Because i started to hate my life now... I woke up in the morning, breaking my rule. Then, 10am only i get myself ready to study and do some revision. 12pm, i stopped for lunch. Later, 1pm, i continue with law paper. 2pm, i stopped again. I was like... so pissed... Then, after awhile of cooling down, i continued. 3pm, i totally stopped. I do some exercise, thinking of letting off the steam. =.=''' Heck... I am getting furious...
Then, my dad came home and asked me to lend him so $$$. ok ok... So we went to the bank and withdraw some cash for him. Sianz...
After that, i came home and go to sleep. Today was totally... if i am to penalize myself, i will be penalize at least RM5. Reason? First, where is the breakfast? Second, where is the wake up at 7am? Third, where is the revision of 4 hours per subject? Forth, where is the 3 subject? Fifth, where is the no touch TV until 10pm? sixth, where is the no touch computer until 10pm? =.=''' Break 6 of it... My damn GOD! What the FXXX!
I was looking for alcohol... i need some... but no... i didn't had any. I was looking for cigaratte, trying to smoke... but no... my conscious keep me from doing so. Sometimes, i really don't know what to do... Stress? Or is it just that you are lost? I suppose, i am lost. Fallen into the dark again. Where should i go? I am still standing in the same spot... going no where...
Nightfall, i follow my parents to the temple... i actually treat it as a place for me to vent out all that i kept inside. LOL! Why? I shouted, I really did shouted.. my throat feel somewhat dry but, that's some relief. Wow~
Anyway, at least i get to release part of the anger, the stress... the what so ever negative feeling...
I reached home at 9pm, then, was so hungry that i had biscuits, then get myself a packet of maggi. Still not full, i had a flat "mooncake". =.=''' Not satisfied still, i get myself some "Ba Gua" BBQ pork. Finally, settle down with a glass of milk... i really can eat. My god... how much food did i take just tonight? LOL!!!
Anyway, the important thing is... i am satisfied. Haih~ If this keeps on, i will go crazy... in a way... i did printed the simple rules and stick it on the fridge. I can see it everyday... So, everytime i see it... the pressure came from everywhere. =.='''
I am really insane to make such a rules... 12 hours of studying... normal human sure collapsed. Some even go insane. No TV and computers all day until 10pm... That is ridiculous! That means that i cannot watch or play all day long and can only focus study, study, and study all day long. Since the day, from 8am until 8pm, that makes up 12 hours... GOD~ Is there any time to catch a breathe? I am really insane...
Complain complain and more complain... When can i stop complaining and get on with it. No pain, no gain...
Good Night.
Tuesday
Tuesday... Today suck! Actually... everyday suck! LOL~ Why? Because i started to hate my life now... I woke up in the morning, breaking my rule. Then, 10am only i get myself ready to study and do some revision. 12pm, i stopped for lunch. Later, 1pm, i continue with law paper. 2pm, i stopped again. I was like... so pissed... Then, after awhile of cooling down, i continued. 3pm, i totally stopped. I do some exercise, thinking of letting off the steam. =.=''' Heck... I am getting furious...
Then, my dad came home and asked me to lend him so $$$. ok ok... So we went to the bank and withdraw some cash for him. Sianz...
After that, i came home and go to sleep. Today was totally... if i am to penalize myself, i will be penalize at least RM5. Reason? First, where is the breakfast? Second, where is the wake up at 7am? Third, where is the revision of 4 hours per subject? Forth, where is the 3 subject? Fifth, where is the no touch TV until 10pm? sixth, where is the no touch computer until 10pm? =.=''' Break 6 of it... My damn GOD! What the FXXX!
I was looking for alcohol... i need some... but no... i didn't had any. I was looking for cigaratte, trying to smoke... but no... my conscious keep me from doing so. Sometimes, i really don't know what to do... Stress? Or is it just that you are lost? I suppose, i am lost. Fallen into the dark again. Where should i go? I am still standing in the same spot... going no where...
Nightfall, i follow my parents to the temple... i actually treat it as a place for me to vent out all that i kept inside. LOL! Why? I shouted, I really did shouted.. my throat feel somewhat dry but, that's some relief. Wow~
Anyway, at least i get to release part of the anger, the stress... the what so ever negative feeling...
I reached home at 9pm, then, was so hungry that i had biscuits, then get myself a packet of maggi. Still not full, i had a flat "mooncake". =.=''' Not satisfied still, i get myself some "Ba Gua" BBQ pork. Finally, settle down with a glass of milk... i really can eat. My god... how much food did i take just tonight? LOL!!!
Anyway, the important thing is... i am satisfied. Haih~ If this keeps on, i will go crazy... in a way... i did printed the simple rules and stick it on the fridge. I can see it everyday... So, everytime i see it... the pressure came from everywhere. =.='''
I am really insane to make such a rules... 12 hours of studying... normal human sure collapsed. Some even go insane. No TV and computers all day until 10pm... That is ridiculous! That means that i cannot watch or play all day long and can only focus study, study, and study all day long. Since the day, from 8am until 8pm, that makes up 12 hours... GOD~ Is there any time to catch a breathe? I am really insane...
Complain complain and more complain... When can i stop complaining and get on with it. No pain, no gain...
Good Night.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Day 153
23th February 2009
Monday
Waking up in the morning, feeling my feet was numb. I suppose that injury was not fully healed...
I follow my dad for breakfast today as he is going to work a bit later.
After breakfast, i came back and started on my law revision. That is already 830 i think. I continue to read and copy the notes. It was 10am when i start to feel bored and start to slack a bit.
However, i did finished what i intend to finish. Good thing. LOL! It was almost 1pm when i finish my part. Then i had my lunch...
After lunch... i read tax... today, i just spend 1 hour on tax. LOL! Why? because i don't feel like reading it at all. I don't even have the mood to read it. So, i went to have a little nap, after the nap then i continue on reading it. I suppose i stop reading after 1 hour of tax and i on my computer and download some movies. LOL! Underworld... my favorite movie. Wahaha. Know why? It is simply because got Lycans and vampires! Kekeke~
I was watching this movie until my parents came home. Today, i prepare the dinner. LOL! Anyway, it is just simple. Because i just have to prepare the ingredient as we will be having a steamboat tonight. LOL!
After steamboat, my bro asked for a game of Mahjong. So, we all played. This means... today i didn't follow the schedule. I can really say that... i hate the schedule i have prepared... That is insane... LOL! But i must follow it none the less. As long as it can lead me to success in exams, i will follow. At least try to follow as much as possible...
I still wonder... did i choose the correct path... I take exam... study merely for the sack of passing and not understanding. I don't even remember what the lecturer ever taught me after exams... This shows... i just study for the sack of passing. So, did i really take the right course???
No idea...
Anyway, there is no reason to ask so many questions... Lets hang on. Besides, quitting is not a ncie thing to do. Good Luck!
Good Night!
Monday
Waking up in the morning, feeling my feet was numb. I suppose that injury was not fully healed...
I follow my dad for breakfast today as he is going to work a bit later.
After breakfast, i came back and started on my law revision. That is already 830 i think. I continue to read and copy the notes. It was 10am when i start to feel bored and start to slack a bit.
However, i did finished what i intend to finish. Good thing. LOL! It was almost 1pm when i finish my part. Then i had my lunch...
After lunch... i read tax... today, i just spend 1 hour on tax. LOL! Why? because i don't feel like reading it at all. I don't even have the mood to read it. So, i went to have a little nap, after the nap then i continue on reading it. I suppose i stop reading after 1 hour of tax and i on my computer and download some movies. LOL! Underworld... my favorite movie. Wahaha. Know why? It is simply because got Lycans and vampires! Kekeke~
I was watching this movie until my parents came home. Today, i prepare the dinner. LOL! Anyway, it is just simple. Because i just have to prepare the ingredient as we will be having a steamboat tonight. LOL!
After steamboat, my bro asked for a game of Mahjong. So, we all played. This means... today i didn't follow the schedule. I can really say that... i hate the schedule i have prepared... That is insane... LOL! But i must follow it none the less. As long as it can lead me to success in exams, i will follow. At least try to follow as much as possible...
I still wonder... did i choose the correct path... I take exam... study merely for the sack of passing and not understanding. I don't even remember what the lecturer ever taught me after exams... This shows... i just study for the sack of passing. So, did i really take the right course???
No idea...
Anyway, there is no reason to ask so many questions... Lets hang on. Besides, quitting is not a ncie thing to do. Good Luck!
Good Night!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Day 152
22th February 2009
Sunday
Now i really understand the feeling of weekends and weekdays... LOL!
Today morning, i really don't feel like waking up. I suppose this was due to the tiredness. LOL! Anyway, i still wake up since my parents are there to wake me up for breakfast. So, i go brush my teeth and get myself ready to go for breakfast.
After breakfast, we went to the market and buy some daily groceries. Of course, that means wet markets too. LOL! But i am used to it... so, nothing special. Just that i still feel sleepy and tired. My body feel as if it is broken. LOL!!!
Then, when i reached home, i go clean up and directly go lie down on my bed... My god... i think i only took 1 minute to get myself into a deep slumber. My gosh...
Then, 11am, i woke up. I suppose i sleep for about 1 hour. LOL! I woke up and think about my rules... I really feel that i will be pushing myself too hard if i am to have a sunday fully packed with revisions and homework and study. =.='''
So, i decide to stop this one. So, this makes my weekends, really weekends. Wahahaha!!! However, weekdays stay the same. I suppose this will be nice. Because... this is the normal life. Work hard on weekdays, and get some rest on weekends. That's why weekends and weekdays exist. LOL!
The whole afternoon was spend playing with my brother. Haha~ Then, i think it was 5pm, when i stopped and watch the movie "BraveHeart". Of course, i didn't finish it due to laziness. I just don't have to mood to watch it. LOL! Since dinner is also ready, i had my dinner, then go bathe. After that, was reading the papers and day dreaming. Day dream alot... Anyway, night also dream a lot. LOL!!! So that makes me a "dreamer"?
8pm, i on my computer and starts playing maplesea. Wonder if i will be playing maple that often from now on... I suppose... Only weekends available.
Anyway, i played the whole night. Only 12am then i stopped. That is also almost the time u send me a sms... LOL! It's a joke. Thank you for the laugh. ^^ Although it is quite cold...
My eyes feel tired now. I think it is time to get some sleep.
Good Night!
Sunday
Now i really understand the feeling of weekends and weekdays... LOL!
Today morning, i really don't feel like waking up. I suppose this was due to the tiredness. LOL! Anyway, i still wake up since my parents are there to wake me up for breakfast. So, i go brush my teeth and get myself ready to go for breakfast.
After breakfast, we went to the market and buy some daily groceries. Of course, that means wet markets too. LOL! But i am used to it... so, nothing special. Just that i still feel sleepy and tired. My body feel as if it is broken. LOL!!!
Then, when i reached home, i go clean up and directly go lie down on my bed... My god... i think i only took 1 minute to get myself into a deep slumber. My gosh...
Then, 11am, i woke up. I suppose i sleep for about 1 hour. LOL! I woke up and think about my rules... I really feel that i will be pushing myself too hard if i am to have a sunday fully packed with revisions and homework and study. =.='''
So, i decide to stop this one. So, this makes my weekends, really weekends. Wahahaha!!! However, weekdays stay the same. I suppose this will be nice. Because... this is the normal life. Work hard on weekdays, and get some rest on weekends. That's why weekends and weekdays exist. LOL!
The whole afternoon was spend playing with my brother. Haha~ Then, i think it was 5pm, when i stopped and watch the movie "BraveHeart". Of course, i didn't finish it due to laziness. I just don't have to mood to watch it. LOL! Since dinner is also ready, i had my dinner, then go bathe. After that, was reading the papers and day dreaming. Day dream alot... Anyway, night also dream a lot. LOL!!! So that makes me a "dreamer"?
8pm, i on my computer and starts playing maplesea. Wonder if i will be playing maple that often from now on... I suppose... Only weekends available.
Anyway, i played the whole night. Only 12am then i stopped. That is also almost the time u send me a sms... LOL! It's a joke. Thank you for the laugh. ^^ Although it is quite cold...
My eyes feel tired now. I think it is time to get some sleep.
Good Night!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Day 151
21th February 2009
Saturday
Since today is Saturday, that is, my holiday, i woke up at 8am. I followed my mum for breakfast then i came home to do some reading on law. Hmm... Thought today should be holiday... Anyway, i only study for awhile. Then, i online and look for some anime to watch. Of course, i catch up on my Naruto first. LOL!
Then, i look for some game in GG. I found delon online, so i played with him. LOL! After 1 game, i go and have my lunch. Then, my bro asked me to play cs with him. So, i play with him. About 130pm, i bring him to church then i came home, having no idea what to do. I on maple and play awhile. Then i off. LOL! Because nobody was there. Then, i was online checking mail and fool around. Just a minute later, i receive a phone call. LKB called me to go for some tea with him later. Nice news. This mean that i can go out later. Then again, Chris called. He also asked me to go for some tea. LOL! Ok... so since chris came first, we had some tea just at the coffee shop. I think that was about 3pm. Then, after they left, i walked to Ek Hiang house and go look for them and go had some tea with them at Peach Garden. LOL! We chat until almost 530pm! LOL! Besides, i am walking!!! Tonight got basketball some more! Wah~~~ Hahaha!
I reached home at 545pm and quickly bathe and had my dinner. I just take some since i was not hungry. Then, Sim called. So, i might as well prepare myself for basketball.
Tonight's game was... wow~ Actually, i am still no match for them. Just an extra standing there and trying to block the opposing party to get some points... i just earn so so so so so few points. i think only get 6 points. =.=''' Rubbish right? But anyway, tonight was quite tough. Some new people came and they are quite pro. LOL! No matter. Must try to be better next time! Wahahaha! Then, i got my leg cramped... However, i still continue with the match. LOL! Tonight had really little time to rest. My cousins are there too. XD
It must be lack of exercise... But i hope this can be healed. Because i am going to play every week from now on. Wahaha! Hope i can play along just well with them.
I need to get some rest now. LOL! Tired~~~
Good Night!
Saturday
Since today is Saturday, that is, my holiday, i woke up at 8am. I followed my mum for breakfast then i came home to do some reading on law. Hmm... Thought today should be holiday... Anyway, i only study for awhile. Then, i online and look for some anime to watch. Of course, i catch up on my Naruto first. LOL!
Then, i look for some game in GG. I found delon online, so i played with him. LOL! After 1 game, i go and have my lunch. Then, my bro asked me to play cs with him. So, i play with him. About 130pm, i bring him to church then i came home, having no idea what to do. I on maple and play awhile. Then i off. LOL! Because nobody was there. Then, i was online checking mail and fool around. Just a minute later, i receive a phone call. LKB called me to go for some tea with him later. Nice news. This mean that i can go out later. Then again, Chris called. He also asked me to go for some tea. LOL! Ok... so since chris came first, we had some tea just at the coffee shop. I think that was about 3pm. Then, after they left, i walked to Ek Hiang house and go look for them and go had some tea with them at Peach Garden. LOL! We chat until almost 530pm! LOL! Besides, i am walking!!! Tonight got basketball some more! Wah~~~ Hahaha!
I reached home at 545pm and quickly bathe and had my dinner. I just take some since i was not hungry. Then, Sim called. So, i might as well prepare myself for basketball.
Tonight's game was... wow~ Actually, i am still no match for them. Just an extra standing there and trying to block the opposing party to get some points... i just earn so so so so so few points. i think only get 6 points. =.=''' Rubbish right? But anyway, tonight was quite tough. Some new people came and they are quite pro. LOL! No matter. Must try to be better next time! Wahahaha! Then, i got my leg cramped... However, i still continue with the match. LOL! Tonight had really little time to rest. My cousins are there too. XD
It must be lack of exercise... But i hope this can be healed. Because i am going to play every week from now on. Wahaha! Hope i can play along just well with them.
I need to get some rest now. LOL! Tired~~~
Good Night!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Day 150
20th February 2009
Friday
I hate these dreams... I am having dreams every night. My god... Why??? It is kind of annoying. But it is not nightmares, just some, normal and casual dream. However, it went absurd in times. Just like yesterday, mouth fight with hooligans... my god... today, i can't remember. I think i already don't care. LOL!
I followed my mum down for breakfast like usual, and start off studying law. Today was quite lazy. =.=''' Why i say so? Because the radio was on while i was studying. I sort of like listen to the radio in times when i stop focusing on the law. But still, i finish my part and note down the parts that i will need to talk to Mr.Kho later tonight. Hmm... not bad huh?
I stopped at around 12pm for lunch. That's quite early. I think it must be caused by my inability to concentrate anymore. So, might as well just stop and eat first. Then, i sit at the sofa day dream awhile. LOL!!! Only 1230 or later i continue on with the law text. I finish it at 130pm. So, without hesitation, i take out the tax papers. It is time to study tax. Besides, i know i have already over spent my hours on law. But never mind. Tax is more easy... in a way. LOL! You know... i utterly feel vexed by tax. =.=''' I was reading on business income part today. Then, after awhile... i look at it... it seems so familiar to me and i seems to know everything there. But why i fail tax? HOLY SXXT! I get frustrated, then, i slam the whole tax file off the ground. =.=''' I think i am stressed out. I suppose not much people can handle this type of stress... 12 hours spend purely on books. Even i myself think i am insane. But who cares i am insane or not? I just wanted to pass. No matter what's the cost,i shall claim ACCA within 2 years from now. This is what i said and this time, i mean it. No more play around and joke around. ACCA is merely just a paper! I am so Fxxking sure that i can claim it if i want to. I get what i want. i do what i want. No one can stop me. I understand, u failed me on purpose. Now, i am going to get myself at least 70 marks now. Hopefully, i am going to aim for prizewinner now. You just wait and see the result of failing me. The whole afternoon was spent blurly. I study in time, i get frustrated in time. Then my mind think of trying to smoke. =.=''' What the Heck!!! But my conscious keep me awake.
4pm, i stopped and go prepare myself for school. See, my tax didn't complete the 4 hours. But i did finish reading it in just 2 hours. I always ask myself why... but no answer emerge...
Don't care about it. Yesterday is History, Today is a Present, Tomorrow is the Future!
I reached school at around 430pm. So i went to the computer lab and continue on with my revision. No touching of the computers. LOL! I remember. Then, when Phang came down, we went for some snacks and i come back to carry on the revision. I think i stopped at 530pm when it rains. Then again, that primary school classmate show up. I really can't remember who is she. I suppose even if i crack my head i also can't remember. LOL! My memory is so weak.
Then we had some little chat and trying to recall who she was. Anyway, that didn't take long as i need to go to class at 6. I went into the classroom, start on with the small test. I did well for question 1. Why i know? because, i know~ LOL! But question 2, i didn't had enough time for it. Too bad... But question 1 is enough to earn me 50%. LOL! Anyway, the class commence on time.
During recess, i go talk to Mr.Kho. He told me to look him up if i got any problems. Even my lecturer will give me some little advise and some encouragement. My parents... just know how to nag me and brood over my failure. =.=''' I don't mind. It is purely my mistake that i fail. But i will not allow this for the 2nd time. I Shall Pawn U! HahaahahahA!
It's getting late now. Time for bed. Tomorrow is the day to rest! Yeah! Haha. But i intend to continue on my law paper anyway. I DONT WANT TO READ TAX TOMORROW because IT IS MY HOLIDAY! =P
Good Night~
Friday
I hate these dreams... I am having dreams every night. My god... Why??? It is kind of annoying. But it is not nightmares, just some, normal and casual dream. However, it went absurd in times. Just like yesterday, mouth fight with hooligans... my god... today, i can't remember. I think i already don't care. LOL!
I followed my mum down for breakfast like usual, and start off studying law. Today was quite lazy. =.=''' Why i say so? Because the radio was on while i was studying. I sort of like listen to the radio in times when i stop focusing on the law. But still, i finish my part and note down the parts that i will need to talk to Mr.Kho later tonight. Hmm... not bad huh?
I stopped at around 12pm for lunch. That's quite early. I think it must be caused by my inability to concentrate anymore. So, might as well just stop and eat first. Then, i sit at the sofa day dream awhile. LOL!!! Only 1230 or later i continue on with the law text. I finish it at 130pm. So, without hesitation, i take out the tax papers. It is time to study tax. Besides, i know i have already over spent my hours on law. But never mind. Tax is more easy... in a way. LOL! You know... i utterly feel vexed by tax. =.=''' I was reading on business income part today. Then, after awhile... i look at it... it seems so familiar to me and i seems to know everything there. But why i fail tax? HOLY SXXT! I get frustrated, then, i slam the whole tax file off the ground. =.=''' I think i am stressed out. I suppose not much people can handle this type of stress... 12 hours spend purely on books. Even i myself think i am insane. But who cares i am insane or not? I just wanted to pass. No matter what's the cost,i shall claim ACCA within 2 years from now. This is what i said and this time, i mean it. No more play around and joke around. ACCA is merely just a paper! I am so Fxxking sure that i can claim it if i want to. I get what i want. i do what i want. No one can stop me. I understand, u failed me on purpose. Now, i am going to get myself at least 70 marks now. Hopefully, i am going to aim for prizewinner now. You just wait and see the result of failing me. The whole afternoon was spent blurly. I study in time, i get frustrated in time. Then my mind think of trying to smoke. =.=''' What the Heck!!! But my conscious keep me awake.
4pm, i stopped and go prepare myself for school. See, my tax didn't complete the 4 hours. But i did finish reading it in just 2 hours. I always ask myself why... but no answer emerge...
Don't care about it. Yesterday is History, Today is a Present, Tomorrow is the Future!
I reached school at around 430pm. So i went to the computer lab and continue on with my revision. No touching of the computers. LOL! I remember. Then, when Phang came down, we went for some snacks and i come back to carry on the revision. I think i stopped at 530pm when it rains. Then again, that primary school classmate show up. I really can't remember who is she. I suppose even if i crack my head i also can't remember. LOL! My memory is so weak.
Then we had some little chat and trying to recall who she was. Anyway, that didn't take long as i need to go to class at 6. I went into the classroom, start on with the small test. I did well for question 1. Why i know? because, i know~ LOL! But question 2, i didn't had enough time for it. Too bad... But question 1 is enough to earn me 50%. LOL! Anyway, the class commence on time.
During recess, i go talk to Mr.Kho. He told me to look him up if i got any problems. Even my lecturer will give me some little advise and some encouragement. My parents... just know how to nag me and brood over my failure. =.=''' I don't mind. It is purely my mistake that i fail. But i will not allow this for the 2nd time. I Shall Pawn U! HahaahahahA!
It's getting late now. Time for bed. Tomorrow is the day to rest! Yeah! Haha. But i intend to continue on my law paper anyway. I DONT WANT TO READ TAX TOMORROW because IT IS MY HOLIDAY! =P
Good Night~
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Day 149
19th February 2009
Thursday
Today i had a very very very odd dream in the morning. It was about me going against some hooligans. My god... where did i get this type of bravery? LOL! They are threatening me at first. Then, i fight back. I show no fear and starts to talk back to them. "I will call the police!" I said. Then, they think i am joking... so they just laugh. Then i really give a call. They was like so scared. I even tell them that they better run now. Then one of them, i think he got some pills in his pocket. Then i threatened him to be careful with those stuff or he will be "dead". My god... if this happen in real life... i don't think i will even dare to go head on and had some of these "fights" with them.
I was awaken by my mum. Today i woke up late. 730... Haih~ break rules... RM1...
I followed my mum down for breakfast. I was still shocked by the dream. LOL! Really unbelievable.
Then, after breakfast, i quickly dash home and started with my Law. Today was quite slacky. I think must be due to the blur of the dream. Then later, i was like... OMG! I waste so much time. So, i still manage to complete my part. The problem is, i need to extend time to 1pm. =.='''
I stopped on my Law at 1pm and had my lunch. After lunch, 130pm, i start on with my Tax... Rush... LOL~ But, i feel quite tired. 3+, i start to slack. I was like walking to the window and back again. Although i stopped wandering around at 330, i still think that i wasted quite a lot of time walking around meaninglessly. 4pm i stopped for a break. I go exercise a bit and go bathe after that. Later, i continue on with Tax. 5 something, i think only 510pm, i stopped. Wow... so tired...
I go to sleep. LOL! I think 6pm i woke up. Tax didn't complete the 4 hours... but, i think as long as i spend my time on it and complete the chapters that i designed to be studied everyday, that should be fine... Hopefully. Think i need to recap a bit tomorrow. Law really need to be fast because there are too many things to cover... =.='''
After i wake up, i was sitting on the sofa day-dreaming while waiting for dinner. I had my dinner at 630pm and hopefully can start with my F7 quick. Yes, that really happen. 645 i started with my F7 until 930pm... Cannot stand it already... So, think i need to stop and rest. 2 rules broken...
pity me... why i set 4 hours per subject anyway... My god... that is 12 hours in total! Half a day is spend on studying... If i am to fail again... i really don't know why. Better just quit ACCA if i am to fail in June. LOL! Joking la... how can i fail? No possibility that i can fail already. Wahahaha!
Stop here now. Really tired. Tomorrow gonna get on with the law, tax and financial reporting... woo! 3 subs per day. i really can't imagine how can i do this. LOL! But i did it. Good Luck and Hang ON!!!
Nights!
Thursday
Today i had a very very very odd dream in the morning. It was about me going against some hooligans. My god... where did i get this type of bravery? LOL! They are threatening me at first. Then, i fight back. I show no fear and starts to talk back to them. "I will call the police!" I said. Then, they think i am joking... so they just laugh. Then i really give a call. They was like so scared. I even tell them that they better run now. Then one of them, i think he got some pills in his pocket. Then i threatened him to be careful with those stuff or he will be "dead". My god... if this happen in real life... i don't think i will even dare to go head on and had some of these "fights" with them.
I was awaken by my mum. Today i woke up late. 730... Haih~ break rules... RM1...
I followed my mum down for breakfast. I was still shocked by the dream. LOL! Really unbelievable.
Then, after breakfast, i quickly dash home and started with my Law. Today was quite slacky. I think must be due to the blur of the dream. Then later, i was like... OMG! I waste so much time. So, i still manage to complete my part. The problem is, i need to extend time to 1pm. =.='''
I stopped on my Law at 1pm and had my lunch. After lunch, 130pm, i start on with my Tax... Rush... LOL~ But, i feel quite tired. 3+, i start to slack. I was like walking to the window and back again. Although i stopped wandering around at 330, i still think that i wasted quite a lot of time walking around meaninglessly. 4pm i stopped for a break. I go exercise a bit and go bathe after that. Later, i continue on with Tax. 5 something, i think only 510pm, i stopped. Wow... so tired...
I go to sleep. LOL! I think 6pm i woke up. Tax didn't complete the 4 hours... but, i think as long as i spend my time on it and complete the chapters that i designed to be studied everyday, that should be fine... Hopefully. Think i need to recap a bit tomorrow. Law really need to be fast because there are too many things to cover... =.='''
After i wake up, i was sitting on the sofa day-dreaming while waiting for dinner. I had my dinner at 630pm and hopefully can start with my F7 quick. Yes, that really happen. 645 i started with my F7 until 930pm... Cannot stand it already... So, think i need to stop and rest. 2 rules broken...
pity me... why i set 4 hours per subject anyway... My god... that is 12 hours in total! Half a day is spend on studying... If i am to fail again... i really don't know why. Better just quit ACCA if i am to fail in June. LOL! Joking la... how can i fail? No possibility that i can fail already. Wahahaha!
Stop here now. Really tired. Tomorrow gonna get on with the law, tax and financial reporting... woo! 3 subs per day. i really can't imagine how can i do this. LOL! But i did it. Good Luck and Hang ON!!!
Nights!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Day 148
18th February 2009
Wednesday
Today is the first day of the 3 simple rules for me. I really did wake up on 7, go brush my teeth and wait for my mum and went down to had breakfast with her. I reached home at 750 of which i got some little time to get my law modules ready.
8am, i start my revision. I was copying the notes and reading them. I hope this will help me memories them. Besides, after completing the notes, i can take them out with me. I continue until 1130 when i feel tired. So i took the modules into the room and continue on reading and copying on the bed. Around 12pm, i stopped and go bathe. That was quite rush some how... but there are enough time too. LOL! I had my lunch after that, then, 1230pm, i start off with my Tax. I had a running nose when i was revising on my tax. Wonder why... So i had a whole box of tissue just in front of me when i was studying. I think about 1pm, i stopped and take the whole file into the room with me. I doze off... LOL! But i think that was only few minutes. i even dream... LOL!!! Although i can't remember the dream... but i remember i was crossing the road... i am going after something and my leg hurt. Hmm... bring it to the situation now, i do look like that though. I am injured, and i am going after ACCA. LOL! So, i woke up and continue on with my Tax. I did finished employment income today. Just nice... that was in the time table. Hope tomorrow can finish things within the time table too.
I stopped at 430pm, i go bathe quickly as it was getting late. Then, i ask my dad to bring me for dinner. Hmm... my routine is back to normal now. This must continue until i get ACCA! MUST! GAMBATEH!!! Thanks for your sms too. I saw them this morning, but i didn't reply. I hope you don't mind. You take care too ok? Don't always sleep late.
i reached school after dinner at around 520pm. They was looking at me. LOL! Why? My head of course. LOL!
Then, i asked Phang about his result. He again, was also disappointed. Later, we meet up with Daniel and Delon. We asked them about their plan in this June. Seems like everyone is going on. I must catch up and cannot lose! Daniel pass F4... when i pass none... He is already leading me by 1 paper now. Delon too...
After that, we went to our separate class. When i reached class, Sim and Alvin also look at me with some... shock. LOL! Anyway, it's bad news all over. They blew up too. LOL!
Anyway, we must work harder and must pass in this June! MUST! Everyone, Good Luck! Try Your Best!
After class, i went home and read some papers. Now, i am here typing. I believe i will be going to sleep soon and follow my rules. Must not break it or i'll need to pay RM1. LOL!
Good Night!
Wednesday
Today is the first day of the 3 simple rules for me. I really did wake up on 7, go brush my teeth and wait for my mum and went down to had breakfast with her. I reached home at 750 of which i got some little time to get my law modules ready.
8am, i start my revision. I was copying the notes and reading them. I hope this will help me memories them. Besides, after completing the notes, i can take them out with me. I continue until 1130 when i feel tired. So i took the modules into the room and continue on reading and copying on the bed. Around 12pm, i stopped and go bathe. That was quite rush some how... but there are enough time too. LOL! I had my lunch after that, then, 1230pm, i start off with my Tax. I had a running nose when i was revising on my tax. Wonder why... So i had a whole box of tissue just in front of me when i was studying. I think about 1pm, i stopped and take the whole file into the room with me. I doze off... LOL! But i think that was only few minutes. i even dream... LOL!!! Although i can't remember the dream... but i remember i was crossing the road... i am going after something and my leg hurt. Hmm... bring it to the situation now, i do look like that though. I am injured, and i am going after ACCA. LOL! So, i woke up and continue on with my Tax. I did finished employment income today. Just nice... that was in the time table. Hope tomorrow can finish things within the time table too.
I stopped at 430pm, i go bathe quickly as it was getting late. Then, i ask my dad to bring me for dinner. Hmm... my routine is back to normal now. This must continue until i get ACCA! MUST! GAMBATEH!!! Thanks for your sms too. I saw them this morning, but i didn't reply. I hope you don't mind. You take care too ok? Don't always sleep late.
i reached school after dinner at around 520pm. They was looking at me. LOL! Why? My head of course. LOL!
Then, i asked Phang about his result. He again, was also disappointed. Later, we meet up with Daniel and Delon. We asked them about their plan in this June. Seems like everyone is going on. I must catch up and cannot lose! Daniel pass F4... when i pass none... He is already leading me by 1 paper now. Delon too...
After that, we went to our separate class. When i reached class, Sim and Alvin also look at me with some... shock. LOL! Anyway, it's bad news all over. They blew up too. LOL!
Anyway, we must work harder and must pass in this June! MUST! Everyone, Good Luck! Try Your Best!
After class, i went home and read some papers. Now, i am here typing. I believe i will be going to sleep soon and follow my rules. Must not break it or i'll need to pay RM1. LOL!
Good Night!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Day 147
17th February 2009
Tuesday
Today i was awaken by my brother, he wanted lunch. So, i wake up. But due to my feet injury, i asked him to go buy lunch himself. Good thing, he just go and buy on this own. My mood swing... Is still there. I suppose this failure has really made me so shameful of myself that, i even went to had my hair cut bald. Hahahahaha.
So, after hair cut, i went home. i was in a blur still. My mind was still blank. I wonder if i can hang on... finally, i decided... to made my own rules, and must be followed. 3 simple rules...
i decided... tonight, i will tell my mum about my result. My bad result. I know i will disappoint her for sure. I know. While in the journey to the temple, i told her. She was nagging on me... telling me that it is so shameful to fail. I KNOW! Who don't know it is a shame. . .
Again... cried...
Reached... i prayed... i made this promise to God and hope that they will look over me. This is a promise. This is a rule. This is a must. I must follow these rules i made.
Haha... Wish i can do it.
I might as well stop here. Good Night.
Tuesday
Today i was awaken by my brother, he wanted lunch. So, i wake up. But due to my feet injury, i asked him to go buy lunch himself. Good thing, he just go and buy on this own. My mood swing... Is still there. I suppose this failure has really made me so shameful of myself that, i even went to had my hair cut bald. Hahahahaha.
So, after hair cut, i went home. i was in a blur still. My mind was still blank. I wonder if i can hang on... finally, i decided... to made my own rules, and must be followed. 3 simple rules...
i decided... tonight, i will tell my mum about my result. My bad result. I know i will disappoint her for sure. I know. While in the journey to the temple, i told her. She was nagging on me... telling me that it is so shameful to fail. I KNOW! Who don't know it is a shame. . .
Again... cried...
Reached... i prayed... i made this promise to God and hope that they will look over me. This is a promise. This is a rule. This is a must. I must follow these rules i made.
Haha... Wish i can do it.
I might as well stop here. Good Night.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Day 146
16th February 2009
Monday
Today morning, i woke up finding my feet was numb. I suppose my ankle is some how healing. So, i didn't care. It looks more swollen than before now. Some how, i am not worried anymore. I was thinking of checking my result this morning. After i sign in to my gmail, i can't find any mail regarding the result yet. So, i just ignore and on maple and check on my store...
Later, at around 1pm, Daniel called. He told me that the result is out and he is telling me how is his result. He got 1 pass and 1 fail. At first i feel like... It's ok... I can pass. Then, i go check. I log in to ACCA GLOBAl website. What happen was... i see... to my amazement... i was shocked... and was keeping on asking myself... WHY! How can this be? There must be something going wrong... I have so much confidence in Tax yet... it shows... 49, failed. What can i do? This means fail. Besides, my law also failed... That is... my result is all failed... Madam Tan also send me a message, asking us to revert on our result. Yes... i did reply. She say... so sorry to hear that. 49... just 1 mark away. Why can this happen to me? 1 mark... I was numb... totally numb when i see this... My mind was blank. Seems like... i need to stop playing games... I need to quit playing so much. This has cost me too much... too much. I went to my room... hide in the pillow... was intending to shout... but no voices came out, no tears run down. Delon called afterwards, asking me what is my plan. I just told him let me think first. I am in a total blur now and my mind is blank. Soon, i called Sim, i asked him about his result. He hasn't go and check out yet. So, i just ignore everything and get some sleep. Later, i think it was about 3 something... i told myself, i cannot go down like this... NO! If i give up hope, there will be no hope. One day i breathe, one day there is hope. So, i wake up, go clean my face and had my lunch. After lunch... again, i was blanked again. My mind is empty... Then, Wei Wei called to check on my result. I believe everyone can't believe that i failed my tax. Even i can't believe it... But no matter... It is me that is to be blamed. I didn't study hard enough. I played too much. Too lazy to do more revision... It is my own fault...
Then, i sit at the sofa... my tears began to run down my face... uncontrollable. This feeling again... Shame and regret... This is the feeling i had before... few years ago when i was challenged... Last time there was a guide to guide me on... Now i am on my own. I need to keep myself up... my eyes was red, i started to feel sorrow flowing in... regret... and sorry... so sorry to my parents... and i feel so ashame of myself... but i have to face the truth. I need to tell them that i have disappoint them. But i... didn't. I don't know how to start... I hide myself when they come home. My eyes are red... so i just hide. I go bathe and hope that they won't see my eyes and notice that i cried. Again, i am hiding. I suppose no one ever see me cry before. I am so damn good in hiding. Hahaha...
After dinner, i wanted to tell my mum, i am sorry, i have failed my exams. Both of them... But, i didn't speak a word. I don't know... i really don't know what to do. So, i just treat as if nothing happen. I shall remember this day... ACCA gave me a challenge. Purposely fail me on my Tax. I don't know why... But i got a feeling they do this on purpose. 49!!! What on earth... Fine. I know, there are loopholes in my answers that allow u to fail me. I WILL NOT GIVE U THE 2ND OPPORTUNITY TO FAIL ME AGAIN! NEVER! This challenge is acknowledge. My tears are lava of an exploding volcano... Flame ignited... Bursting with fire sparks... Be prepared... i need my body fully prepared to take on the battle. That means i need perfect health and near immortal mentality. Now is the time to recuperate and refresh. My ankle injury, my cough... i shall take 100% precaution on healing, then it is time to start the run. Please... don't run away from me. Because i am coming your way. NOTHING CAN STOP ME! You made me cry, i will make you pay! I will want you to return me twice the amount of sorrow and pain and SHAME! Time will be the best prize. NOW, i won't do it 2 by 2, i want to KILL YOU 3 by 3! In 2 years from now, I WILL END YOU! REMEMBER, 2 YEARS FROM NOW! Die Before ME!
Monday
Today morning, i woke up finding my feet was numb. I suppose my ankle is some how healing. So, i didn't care. It looks more swollen than before now. Some how, i am not worried anymore. I was thinking of checking my result this morning. After i sign in to my gmail, i can't find any mail regarding the result yet. So, i just ignore and on maple and check on my store...
Later, at around 1pm, Daniel called. He told me that the result is out and he is telling me how is his result. He got 1 pass and 1 fail. At first i feel like... It's ok... I can pass. Then, i go check. I log in to ACCA GLOBAl website. What happen was... i see... to my amazement... i was shocked... and was keeping on asking myself... WHY! How can this be? There must be something going wrong... I have so much confidence in Tax yet... it shows... 49, failed. What can i do? This means fail. Besides, my law also failed... That is... my result is all failed... Madam Tan also send me a message, asking us to revert on our result. Yes... i did reply. She say... so sorry to hear that. 49... just 1 mark away. Why can this happen to me? 1 mark... I was numb... totally numb when i see this... My mind was blank. Seems like... i need to stop playing games... I need to quit playing so much. This has cost me too much... too much. I went to my room... hide in the pillow... was intending to shout... but no voices came out, no tears run down. Delon called afterwards, asking me what is my plan. I just told him let me think first. I am in a total blur now and my mind is blank. Soon, i called Sim, i asked him about his result. He hasn't go and check out yet. So, i just ignore everything and get some sleep. Later, i think it was about 3 something... i told myself, i cannot go down like this... NO! If i give up hope, there will be no hope. One day i breathe, one day there is hope. So, i wake up, go clean my face and had my lunch. After lunch... again, i was blanked again. My mind is empty... Then, Wei Wei called to check on my result. I believe everyone can't believe that i failed my tax. Even i can't believe it... But no matter... It is me that is to be blamed. I didn't study hard enough. I played too much. Too lazy to do more revision... It is my own fault...
Then, i sit at the sofa... my tears began to run down my face... uncontrollable. This feeling again... Shame and regret... This is the feeling i had before... few years ago when i was challenged... Last time there was a guide to guide me on... Now i am on my own. I need to keep myself up... my eyes was red, i started to feel sorrow flowing in... regret... and sorry... so sorry to my parents... and i feel so ashame of myself... but i have to face the truth. I need to tell them that i have disappoint them. But i... didn't. I don't know how to start... I hide myself when they come home. My eyes are red... so i just hide. I go bathe and hope that they won't see my eyes and notice that i cried. Again, i am hiding. I suppose no one ever see me cry before. I am so damn good in hiding. Hahaha...
After dinner, i wanted to tell my mum, i am sorry, i have failed my exams. Both of them... But, i didn't speak a word. I don't know... i really don't know what to do. So, i just treat as if nothing happen. I shall remember this day... ACCA gave me a challenge. Purposely fail me on my Tax. I don't know why... But i got a feeling they do this on purpose. 49!!! What on earth... Fine. I know, there are loopholes in my answers that allow u to fail me. I WILL NOT GIVE U THE 2ND OPPORTUNITY TO FAIL ME AGAIN! NEVER! This challenge is acknowledge. My tears are lava of an exploding volcano... Flame ignited... Bursting with fire sparks... Be prepared... i need my body fully prepared to take on the battle. That means i need perfect health and near immortal mentality. Now is the time to recuperate and refresh. My ankle injury, my cough... i shall take 100% precaution on healing, then it is time to start the run. Please... don't run away from me. Because i am coming your way. NOTHING CAN STOP ME! You made me cry, i will make you pay! I will want you to return me twice the amount of sorrow and pain and SHAME! Time will be the best prize. NOW, i won't do it 2 by 2, i want to KILL YOU 3 by 3! In 2 years from now, I WILL END YOU! REMEMBER, 2 YEARS FROM NOW! Die Before ME!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Day 145
15th February 2009
Sunday
Since i sprain my ankle yesterday, today will be a hard day for me... Of course, this only applies to walking. LOL! I was awaken in the morning by my dad. He asked me to go had breakfast with them. So, i had to wake up. I go brush my teeth and then went out with them. I was still blur then. Besides, my feet hurt. Even my arm is feeling pain. I wonder why...
After breakfast, we went shopping. my feet was feeling better afterward. But, it's now swollen. My god. When i reached home, i go bathe and my dad help me apply medication on it. I really hope that it can heal fast. Because, it is really painful. Then, i on maplesea and played maple. Then was chatting with Ling Chien and Rachel and mapling at the same time. LOL! But when my bro wanted to use the computer, i have no choice but to stop maple and only chatting. LOL! Thats only awhile. After that i had some little nap. My body feel weak and my right arm is in pain. My god... i think my right arm was not really "used" yesterday. How can this be? I don't know... Must be caused by lack of exercise. LOL!
7pm, i had my dinner. My dad cook quite late today. That's why we had our dinner at 7. After dinner, i go bathe and reapply medication on my feet. Argh... It's so painful... Then, again, i on maple and continue until now, 12+...
I should have some rest now. It's late. Good Night! ^^
Sunday
Since i sprain my ankle yesterday, today will be a hard day for me... Of course, this only applies to walking. LOL! I was awaken in the morning by my dad. He asked me to go had breakfast with them. So, i had to wake up. I go brush my teeth and then went out with them. I was still blur then. Besides, my feet hurt. Even my arm is feeling pain. I wonder why...
After breakfast, we went shopping. my feet was feeling better afterward. But, it's now swollen. My god. When i reached home, i go bathe and my dad help me apply medication on it. I really hope that it can heal fast. Because, it is really painful. Then, i on maplesea and played maple. Then was chatting with Ling Chien and Rachel and mapling at the same time. LOL! But when my bro wanted to use the computer, i have no choice but to stop maple and only chatting. LOL! Thats only awhile. After that i had some little nap. My body feel weak and my right arm is in pain. My god... i think my right arm was not really "used" yesterday. How can this be? I don't know... Must be caused by lack of exercise. LOL!
7pm, i had my dinner. My dad cook quite late today. That's why we had our dinner at 7. After dinner, i go bathe and reapply medication on my feet. Argh... It's so painful... Then, again, i on maple and continue until now, 12+...
I should have some rest now. It's late. Good Night! ^^
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Day 144
14th February 2009
Saturday
Today is just a normal day. But i feel today was spend more nicely. LOL! Why? Let me begin with the start of the day.
I woke up at around 10am when my brother was already sitting in front of the computer. I think he was chatting. I'm not so sure. Anyway, i go brush my teeth and also on my laptop and went online. I have no idea what should i do, so i on maplesea and starts playing. I played until 11 something when my mum came home. I had my "Brunch" then continue on playing. LOL! I played until 4pm then only i stopped. Actually, today is Valentine's day. Maplesea is also having events. Haih~ I see a lot of gamers serenade and... haih~ Giving promises... I feel as if... OMG! So many white lies today. LOL! Anyway, after i off, i go bathe and watch TV. Time flies. 5pm, i had my dinner. 6pm, Sim called. Haha! Time to go play some basketball. I have not touch the ball for so so long now. I feel that i can't play already. I lost my touch. LOL! But, i still like basketball. So, i went and play along. My god... I really don't know how to describe it. Most of them are new to me. I don't know them. But, things still can say is hit on well. LOL! So... at first... my god... i was like just an extra standing there... They tried to pass the ball to me, but i always disappoint them. Haih~ They are really pro. There's one guy from SUKMA and another few that is State representative. OMG! Then, since i feel so useless... i starts to try harder. I played more seriously and... haha... i spraint my ankle. But i feel... more into it. I think i was nervous at first. That's what distract me from earning points and guarding. Then, when i get the feel back, i starts to play better. Finally i can save some points and earn some points. Overall, i was still noob. =.=''' At least not totally useless like when i just start. An ankle sprainted and mosquito bites... But i feel it's worth it. I have earn my basketball touch back. Haha. Now what i need is just more training and i am back in shape just like before. Besides, i need to be better than before to play with them. Haha.
I reached home at 9 something. I went bathe and then here i am... online. I think i am going to check on maple awhile then will be going to bed. I feel tired. LOL! It must be the long long time of not doing much exercises and most important of all, BASKETBALL! The running, the jumping... LOL!
Then, here's the full stop. Good Night now. Take care! ^^
Saturday
Today is just a normal day. But i feel today was spend more nicely. LOL! Why? Let me begin with the start of the day.
I woke up at around 10am when my brother was already sitting in front of the computer. I think he was chatting. I'm not so sure. Anyway, i go brush my teeth and also on my laptop and went online. I have no idea what should i do, so i on maplesea and starts playing. I played until 11 something when my mum came home. I had my "Brunch" then continue on playing. LOL! I played until 4pm then only i stopped. Actually, today is Valentine's day. Maplesea is also having events. Haih~ I see a lot of gamers serenade and... haih~ Giving promises... I feel as if... OMG! So many white lies today. LOL! Anyway, after i off, i go bathe and watch TV. Time flies. 5pm, i had my dinner. 6pm, Sim called. Haha! Time to go play some basketball. I have not touch the ball for so so long now. I feel that i can't play already. I lost my touch. LOL! But, i still like basketball. So, i went and play along. My god... I really don't know how to describe it. Most of them are new to me. I don't know them. But, things still can say is hit on well. LOL! So... at first... my god... i was like just an extra standing there... They tried to pass the ball to me, but i always disappoint them. Haih~ They are really pro. There's one guy from SUKMA and another few that is State representative. OMG! Then, since i feel so useless... i starts to try harder. I played more seriously and... haha... i spraint my ankle. But i feel... more into it. I think i was nervous at first. That's what distract me from earning points and guarding. Then, when i get the feel back, i starts to play better. Finally i can save some points and earn some points. Overall, i was still noob. =.=''' At least not totally useless like when i just start. An ankle sprainted and mosquito bites... But i feel it's worth it. I have earn my basketball touch back. Haha. Now what i need is just more training and i am back in shape just like before. Besides, i need to be better than before to play with them. Haha.
I reached home at 9 something. I went bathe and then here i am... online. I think i am going to check on maple awhile then will be going to bed. I feel tired. LOL! It must be the long long time of not doing much exercises and most important of all, BASKETBALL! The running, the jumping... LOL!
Then, here's the full stop. Good Night now. Take care! ^^
Friday, February 13, 2009
Day 143
13th February 2009
Friday
It was 11 when i woke up today. I thought it was already 1 or later. LOL! Anyway, i go brush my teeth and my bro was asking me to go downstairs to buy lunch right away. So, i just obey and go get lunch. We had lunch after i brought them back. That was like around 12 i think. After lunch, i played maplesea. LOL! I spend the whole afternoon playing maplesea. Hehe. 4pm i had to stop because i got class. Haih~ i just knew that today got event. Double experience points! MY GOD! Too bad i miss the event again. Haih~ Nevermind then.
So, i went to school. Since i promised Ling Chien and Sing Ni that i will treat them to Igloo after i earn my comission, so i have to do it and it's today that they decide. LOL! So, i go to school just a bit earlier. I think it was 440. I go reload my phone, then, Ling Chien smsed me that she had reached school. So, i meet up with her and wait for Sing Ni to arrive. I was in the lab studying... Since i was playing maple, i didn't study. So i must take a look at least before the small test later. LOL! So, after awhile, Sing Ni reached too. We went to Igloo and had our ice cream. LOL! That's cheap. It only took me RM10. I thought i need more than that. LOL!!! But anyway, that's nice. LOL! They are having exam tonight. Again, they wanted me to treat them to Igloo again if they make improvements on their results. LOL! Since it is a good motivation, i accepted the offer. LOL! So just see if they improve. Hehe.
We went to the lab after that. They was asking me about how to use Excel. LOL! That's like a pea to me. LOL! Joking. At least i know how to use it. Then, after i taught them, they went to class and prepare for the exam. I did too. So, i had class. Today's class was kind of... hard. LOL! Not actually hard but just that i had some little problem at the end of the class. I was doing well at first. Problem came when it comes to the back part. Anyway, i understand. I think i just need to brush up a little bit on it. That means, i will need to do some revision. LOL!
I went home after class. My dad make me something to eat for dinner. Then, i played maplesea again. LOL! Maple again. Maple addict lo!!! LOL! Aiele A.K.A. Jessy came online afterwards. I teased her today. Hahahaha. Just the opposite. LOL! Usually, she is the one doing the teasing but today, i am. LOL! Anyway, that's everything for today. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Let me greet myself Happy Valentine's Day first. Haha. ^^
Good Night! Sweet dreams...
Wonder how are you over there... the news on TV are making me worry... i have yet to watch TV programmes lately because of the foul news... I wish that you are safe and sound and healthy as always. Take care!
Friday
It was 11 when i woke up today. I thought it was already 1 or later. LOL! Anyway, i go brush my teeth and my bro was asking me to go downstairs to buy lunch right away. So, i just obey and go get lunch. We had lunch after i brought them back. That was like around 12 i think. After lunch, i played maplesea. LOL! I spend the whole afternoon playing maplesea. Hehe. 4pm i had to stop because i got class. Haih~ i just knew that today got event. Double experience points! MY GOD! Too bad i miss the event again. Haih~ Nevermind then.
So, i went to school. Since i promised Ling Chien and Sing Ni that i will treat them to Igloo after i earn my comission, so i have to do it and it's today that they decide. LOL! So, i go to school just a bit earlier. I think it was 440. I go reload my phone, then, Ling Chien smsed me that she had reached school. So, i meet up with her and wait for Sing Ni to arrive. I was in the lab studying... Since i was playing maple, i didn't study. So i must take a look at least before the small test later. LOL! So, after awhile, Sing Ni reached too. We went to Igloo and had our ice cream. LOL! That's cheap. It only took me RM10. I thought i need more than that. LOL!!! But anyway, that's nice. LOL! They are having exam tonight. Again, they wanted me to treat them to Igloo again if they make improvements on their results. LOL! Since it is a good motivation, i accepted the offer. LOL! So just see if they improve. Hehe.
We went to the lab after that. They was asking me about how to use Excel. LOL! That's like a pea to me. LOL! Joking. At least i know how to use it. Then, after i taught them, they went to class and prepare for the exam. I did too. So, i had class. Today's class was kind of... hard. LOL! Not actually hard but just that i had some little problem at the end of the class. I was doing well at first. Problem came when it comes to the back part. Anyway, i understand. I think i just need to brush up a little bit on it. That means, i will need to do some revision. LOL!
I went home after class. My dad make me something to eat for dinner. Then, i played maplesea again. LOL! Maple again. Maple addict lo!!! LOL! Aiele A.K.A. Jessy came online afterwards. I teased her today. Hahahaha. Just the opposite. LOL! Usually, she is the one doing the teasing but today, i am. LOL! Anyway, that's everything for today. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Let me greet myself Happy Valentine's Day first. Haha. ^^
Good Night! Sweet dreams...
Wonder how are you over there... the news on TV are making me worry... i have yet to watch TV programmes lately because of the foul news... I wish that you are safe and sound and healthy as always. Take care!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Day 142
12th February 2009
Thursday
Another day which was spend quite worthlessly. I woke up earlier today. I think it is due to the early sleep last night. LOL! It was 9am when i woke up. My back is still aching. Wonder what is causing this pain? I go brush my teeth then on my computer and just left it there. Then, i had my "Brunch"(This means breakfast + Lunch). LOL! I think it was only 10+ in the morning when i have my "Brunch". LOL! Hahaha!
Then, i suppose, i was busy with my maple game. I was training my new character the whole afternoon. LOL! It was already 6pm when i off. After spending the whole day playing maple, i feel tired. I go bathe and go rest on the sofa.
It was only awhile that my parents came home. My mum drop me a task just when she reached home. My God. I need to mop the floor tomorrow. Alright. That's just a simple task. After dinner, my parents and i was pursuading my brother to play "Mahjong". LOL! He denied... So, i just go and had a nap. LOL! Then, on maple again. Since we had organise a party quest on, there is a must to online and meet up with them. So, like usual, we had the quest going on. The quest carry on until 10pm when it is not going so well. We stopped. Then, i on msn. I was chatting with Ling Chien, Syn Nee and Rachel. LOL! So pro~ Chat with 3 person in 1 time. LOL!
Anyway, i think that will not go for long. Because i am feeling tired already. =.=''' Such a weak body... So... I will end here for today.
Good Night now.
Thursday
Another day which was spend quite worthlessly. I woke up earlier today. I think it is due to the early sleep last night. LOL! It was 9am when i woke up. My back is still aching. Wonder what is causing this pain? I go brush my teeth then on my computer and just left it there. Then, i had my "Brunch"(This means breakfast + Lunch). LOL! I think it was only 10+ in the morning when i have my "Brunch". LOL! Hahaha!
Then, i suppose, i was busy with my maple game. I was training my new character the whole afternoon. LOL! It was already 6pm when i off. After spending the whole day playing maple, i feel tired. I go bathe and go rest on the sofa.
It was only awhile that my parents came home. My mum drop me a task just when she reached home. My God. I need to mop the floor tomorrow. Alright. That's just a simple task. After dinner, my parents and i was pursuading my brother to play "Mahjong". LOL! He denied... So, i just go and had a nap. LOL! Then, on maple again. Since we had organise a party quest on, there is a must to online and meet up with them. So, like usual, we had the quest going on. The quest carry on until 10pm when it is not going so well. We stopped. Then, i on msn. I was chatting with Ling Chien, Syn Nee and Rachel. LOL! So pro~ Chat with 3 person in 1 time. LOL!
Anyway, i think that will not go for long. Because i am feeling tired already. =.=''' Such a weak body... So... I will end here for today.
Good Night now.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Day 141
11th February 2009
Wednesday
Today i sleep until 1pm. =.=''' I really think my body is having problems. My god... 1pm! I think i went to bed at 12 yesterday. Why i sleep so long time? It is more than 12 hours! MY GOD!
I woke up with a sore neck. But this does not stands long. After awhile, no more pain. I go brush my teeth and had my lunch. Then i receive a sms from Ban Leong. He was asking me whether wanted to join them on Valentine's Day night? LOL! Sure, since i was so free that day. At least i think i am free...
Then, i watch the Disney cartoon Bolt in the afternoon. It's quite a nice one though. After that i on maple and look around. There's no one around except penguin. =.=''' Wow... So i chat chat and play play awhile, then it is time to prepare for school. I reach school at 450 today. Earlier than usual. So, i just have to go to the computer lab and simply click on websites and fool around. LOL! Not actually. I check on my mails and reply messages in my blog. Then, Phang came. So, we went to dinner. We had dinner at "Chillipepper"(i don't really remember the name). Anyway, after dinner, it was already 6. So we went to class. We are in different class, so i went to his class to play play awhile. LOL! Since my class is not starting at 6 on Wednesday, so i walk around first. Then, i go to my class at 615. The lecturer was distributing our small test result today. I didn't do well, but i didn't do badly too. LOL! Just enough to pass. =.=''' I don't really like this marks though. So dangerous...
Then start class... tick tock tick tock... During recess, Wen Shyang asked me whether want to join them for basketball game on Saturday? WOW! NICE! I REALLY MISS BASKETBALL A LOT! LOL! Although i didn't accept, but i didn't deny too. I told him that i'll see if i can join. Hehe... Seems like this Valentine's Day is getting hot. XD Of course, not with the girls. But with the boys. LOL! So Gay. =.=''' Joking~!
Then, suddenly my nose feel pain. It feels like my nose got water went in. So... i guess you can guess how is the feeling of having water entering your nose... Then, my right side of my face hurts. The side where my nose hurt... It was really a suffer. I was unable to concentrate then. I was hoping the class would end soon. Finally, class finish. I went to the toilet first. Then, i was coughing... To my amazement( or should i use another word?) i cough out blood. =.=''' What the heck!?? Is this real??? I don't know... But i just see red red stuff which looks like blood mixed with my saliva. If i am really coughing blood... my gosh... Hope i am alright. I didn't tell my parents though. Because i think i'll be alright. LOL! But, a fact is that, i am really suffering from cough since new year. I am not cured yet until now. The nose pain was the first time. Wonder what caused this pain?
Anyway, it's late now. I should have more rest. Good Night.
Wednesday
Today i sleep until 1pm. =.=''' I really think my body is having problems. My god... 1pm! I think i went to bed at 12 yesterday. Why i sleep so long time? It is more than 12 hours! MY GOD!
I woke up with a sore neck. But this does not stands long. After awhile, no more pain. I go brush my teeth and had my lunch. Then i receive a sms from Ban Leong. He was asking me whether wanted to join them on Valentine's Day night? LOL! Sure, since i was so free that day. At least i think i am free...
Then, i watch the Disney cartoon Bolt in the afternoon. It's quite a nice one though. After that i on maple and look around. There's no one around except penguin. =.=''' Wow... So i chat chat and play play awhile, then it is time to prepare for school. I reach school at 450 today. Earlier than usual. So, i just have to go to the computer lab and simply click on websites and fool around. LOL! Not actually. I check on my mails and reply messages in my blog. Then, Phang came. So, we went to dinner. We had dinner at "Chillipepper"(i don't really remember the name). Anyway, after dinner, it was already 6. So we went to class. We are in different class, so i went to his class to play play awhile. LOL! Since my class is not starting at 6 on Wednesday, so i walk around first. Then, i go to my class at 615. The lecturer was distributing our small test result today. I didn't do well, but i didn't do badly too. LOL! Just enough to pass. =.=''' I don't really like this marks though. So dangerous...
Then start class... tick tock tick tock... During recess, Wen Shyang asked me whether want to join them for basketball game on Saturday? WOW! NICE! I REALLY MISS BASKETBALL A LOT! LOL! Although i didn't accept, but i didn't deny too. I told him that i'll see if i can join. Hehe... Seems like this Valentine's Day is getting hot. XD Of course, not with the girls. But with the boys. LOL! So Gay. =.=''' Joking~!
Then, suddenly my nose feel pain. It feels like my nose got water went in. So... i guess you can guess how is the feeling of having water entering your nose... Then, my right side of my face hurts. The side where my nose hurt... It was really a suffer. I was unable to concentrate then. I was hoping the class would end soon. Finally, class finish. I went to the toilet first. Then, i was coughing... To my amazement( or should i use another word?) i cough out blood. =.=''' What the heck!?? Is this real??? I don't know... But i just see red red stuff which looks like blood mixed with my saliva. If i am really coughing blood... my gosh... Hope i am alright. I didn't tell my parents though. Because i think i'll be alright. LOL! But, a fact is that, i am really suffering from cough since new year. I am not cured yet until now. The nose pain was the first time. Wonder what caused this pain?
Anyway, it's late now. I should have more rest. Good Night.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Day 140
10th February 2009
Tuesday
I woke up late today. It was already 11am when i woke up. I suppose this is caused by the lack of sleep on Sunday night. LOL! Anyway, let this long slumber cure my lack of sleep. Haha. I woke up at 11am, my brother was already there calling me to go buy him lunch quick. He got class in the afternoon. LOL! So, i quickly go brush my teeth and go downstairs to buy his lunch. It was around 1130 when we had our lunch. LOL! I think this will be my "brunch". Haha! I join him watching TV while having lunch. After he went to school, i still continue on watching. I think it was 2pm when i stopped and go online and play maplesea. LOL! I actually didn't touch maplesea yesterday. Am i a good boy? Hehe. Joking. I played until 6pm then i off. LOL! I am starting a new character again.
Then, i off and go bathe at 6pm. I was waiting for dinner again. LOL! See? Lately i was so lazy that i didn't even go help in the kitchen anymore. After dinner, my mum nagged me to eat more fruits. =.=''' So, i just go to the fridge and get myself an apple. I was reading the papers while i was having my apple. LOL! Then my dad asked my brother whether he want to play a game of Mahjong or not? Wah~ Gamble again? It was only last nigh that we had a game of Mahjong! My brother denied. Hehe... So we didn't play. Few minutes later. I think it was already 8pm then. I on maplesea and train my new character. Hmm... It was... boring. LOL!!! So i smsed penguin and asked her to online. Wahahaha! Now got people to chat with and help me train. So nice. Wahaha!
12am then i off maple.
Oh~ today i was not doing any revisions! OMG! How come? Friday got small test ar!!! =.=''' Everyday Friday also got small test! What's the ruckus for? =.='''
Tomorrow got class too. I feel kind of bored going to class... everything seems boring. =.=''' My god... Never mind then. Let's sleep. Don't think about it. Oh dear... escaping from problems! LOL!
Good Night now!
Tuesday
I woke up late today. It was already 11am when i woke up. I suppose this is caused by the lack of sleep on Sunday night. LOL! Anyway, let this long slumber cure my lack of sleep. Haha. I woke up at 11am, my brother was already there calling me to go buy him lunch quick. He got class in the afternoon. LOL! So, i quickly go brush my teeth and go downstairs to buy his lunch. It was around 1130 when we had our lunch. LOL! I think this will be my "brunch". Haha! I join him watching TV while having lunch. After he went to school, i still continue on watching. I think it was 2pm when i stopped and go online and play maplesea. LOL! I actually didn't touch maplesea yesterday. Am i a good boy? Hehe. Joking. I played until 6pm then i off. LOL! I am starting a new character again.
Then, i off and go bathe at 6pm. I was waiting for dinner again. LOL! See? Lately i was so lazy that i didn't even go help in the kitchen anymore. After dinner, my mum nagged me to eat more fruits. =.=''' So, i just go to the fridge and get myself an apple. I was reading the papers while i was having my apple. LOL! Then my dad asked my brother whether he want to play a game of Mahjong or not? Wah~ Gamble again? It was only last nigh that we had a game of Mahjong! My brother denied. Hehe... So we didn't play. Few minutes later. I think it was already 8pm then. I on maplesea and train my new character. Hmm... It was... boring. LOL!!! So i smsed penguin and asked her to online. Wahahaha! Now got people to chat with and help me train. So nice. Wahaha!
12am then i off maple.
Oh~ today i was not doing any revisions! OMG! How come? Friday got small test ar!!! =.=''' Everyday Friday also got small test! What's the ruckus for? =.='''
Tomorrow got class too. I feel kind of bored going to class... everything seems boring. =.=''' My god... Never mind then. Let's sleep. Don't think about it. Oh dear... escaping from problems! LOL!
Good Night now!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Day 139
9th February 2009
Monday
I didn't actually sleep last night. That makes... the day starts at 12am. LOL! Hmm... I was chatting with Ling Chien until 2am. Then i think i should go get some sleep as it is getting late and i need to wake up early. So, i off comp and go into the room and lie on the bed. The problem is that i didn't fall asleep. =.=''' Why? I have no idea. My mind was thinking of all sorts of things. Haih~ So i was all over the bed... Then in the end, i can't stand it anymore. I woke up and exercise. It was already 5 something then. After exercise, i still don't feel like sleeping. So, in the end, i take out my books and start revising. LOL!!! WOW! This is a blue moon case. LOL! After that, i go bathe and prepare myself as we will be going out in the morning.
I went down to buy breakfast. I had my breakfast and just sit at sofa waiting for the time to pass. LOL! Anyway, we went to the temple pray pray. Then go home. I was chatting the whole afternoon! I didn't put much time on sleeping. OMG~ Come to think of it... i haven't sleep for more than 24 hours now!!! I do feel tired.
5pm, i off my comp and waited for dinner. LOL! See i am so good. LOL! Joking~ It was a terrible dinner tonight. Reason? It is just simple. No meat... I only had some sweet corns and some porridge for dinner. The rest is just not my food. LOL! What a dinner...
Anyway, after that, my parents decides to play a mini game. It will be the last day we "gamble" too. LOL! It was quite a nice game though... although i lose, it was quite fun. LOL!
Then i join my brother for a game of dota. Haha. It's only 12am now but i feel as if my bones are shattered. LOL!!! Not joking. I really feel so. My back feel sore. LOL! It's quite late also la. Hope i can sleep well tonight. Good Night~
Monday
I didn't actually sleep last night. That makes... the day starts at 12am. LOL! Hmm... I was chatting with Ling Chien until 2am. Then i think i should go get some sleep as it is getting late and i need to wake up early. So, i off comp and go into the room and lie on the bed. The problem is that i didn't fall asleep. =.=''' Why? I have no idea. My mind was thinking of all sorts of things. Haih~ So i was all over the bed... Then in the end, i can't stand it anymore. I woke up and exercise. It was already 5 something then. After exercise, i still don't feel like sleeping. So, in the end, i take out my books and start revising. LOL!!! WOW! This is a blue moon case. LOL! After that, i go bathe and prepare myself as we will be going out in the morning.
I went down to buy breakfast. I had my breakfast and just sit at sofa waiting for the time to pass. LOL! Anyway, we went to the temple pray pray. Then go home. I was chatting the whole afternoon! I didn't put much time on sleeping. OMG~ Come to think of it... i haven't sleep for more than 24 hours now!!! I do feel tired.
5pm, i off my comp and waited for dinner. LOL! See i am so good. LOL! Joking~ It was a terrible dinner tonight. Reason? It is just simple. No meat... I only had some sweet corns and some porridge for dinner. The rest is just not my food. LOL! What a dinner...
Anyway, after that, my parents decides to play a mini game. It will be the last day we "gamble" too. LOL! It was quite a nice game though... although i lose, it was quite fun. LOL!
Then i join my brother for a game of dota. Haha. It's only 12am now but i feel as if my bones are shattered. LOL!!! Not joking. I really feel so. My back feel sore. LOL! It's quite late also la. Hope i can sleep well tonight. Good Night~
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Day 138
8th February 2009
Sunday
Today was a short day for me. Why i say short? Because... I woke up at 4. It's not am, It's 4pm. =.=''' See? i miss the day and only live for the night of today. LOL! I can't even believe i sleep this long! My God!
I was having a slight headache when i woke up. Then, i don't care. So, i just go wash up and watch TV. =.=''' I was so blur... Then, i receive sms from Kai Wei asking me to go to her house. =.=''' Ya right... Too bad i need to go to my uncle's house to celebrate "Chap Goh Mei". So again, i miss the chance to meet up with my friends. Haih~
Anyway, after that, i go bathe and get prepared to go to my uncle's house. I had a wonder dinner. LOL! My cousins are great cook. Their food are just delicious. LOL! Too bad i had not much appetite. Hmm... Then i just sit there watch them talk. Then was talking about programmes and all those. Then one of cousin that came back from Australia was taking Photo. =.=''' Then we exchange msn address. LOL LOL!
Anyway, after that, phone call came from Michael Liak. The Old Buddy. LOL! So, they will be picking me up later. I reached home and give him a call after that. We went out for a drink at Jalan Song. Then, chit chat chit chat there. Haih~ I feel like so lousy. I am the only one that is not working. =.=''' This Sucks~
Then this is the end of the day. I reached home at around 12am. So... Suppose this is good night? Think it is.
Good Night now~ Sweet dreams!
Sunday
Today was a short day for me. Why i say short? Because... I woke up at 4. It's not am, It's 4pm. =.=''' See? i miss the day and only live for the night of today. LOL! I can't even believe i sleep this long! My God!
I was having a slight headache when i woke up. Then, i don't care. So, i just go wash up and watch TV. =.=''' I was so blur... Then, i receive sms from Kai Wei asking me to go to her house. =.=''' Ya right... Too bad i need to go to my uncle's house to celebrate "Chap Goh Mei". So again, i miss the chance to meet up with my friends. Haih~
Anyway, after that, i go bathe and get prepared to go to my uncle's house. I had a wonder dinner. LOL! My cousins are great cook. Their food are just delicious. LOL! Too bad i had not much appetite. Hmm... Then i just sit there watch them talk. Then was talking about programmes and all those. Then one of cousin that came back from Australia was taking Photo. =.=''' Then we exchange msn address. LOL LOL!
Anyway, after that, phone call came from Michael Liak. The Old Buddy. LOL! So, they will be picking me up later. I reached home and give him a call after that. We went out for a drink at Jalan Song. Then, chit chat chit chat there. Haih~ I feel like so lousy. I am the only one that is not working. =.=''' This Sucks~
Then this is the end of the day. I reached home at around 12am. So... Suppose this is good night? Think it is.
Good Night now~ Sweet dreams!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Day 137
7th February 2009
Saturday
What a day. Today i was awaken for no reason. It was only around 7am that time. I sleep quite late last night. I think it was already 2 or 3am then. My eyes was like so dry and feel kind of pain. So, i close my eyes and continue on with some sleep. It was only 743 when i woke up. Why am i so sure it was 743? Because i was looking at the clock and to my amazement it was only 743 then. Why am i awake so early in the morning?!!!
Since i woke up, i just go clean myself up. My mum bought breakfast. So, i had my breakfast and on my comp. There was no one around. I suppose it was a bit too early. LOL! So, i just play play play... Luckily Ping online just in time. I was able to tell him that i will not be playing later. So... that does it. I off my comp and just a while later, Sim came. So, of course, i also need to show a little bit of hospitality. LOL! So, i treat them to some drinks and some junk foods. Haha! Then, it was quite a nice chat. They was asking about my past and we are like chatting about our past.
130pm, we are on our way off to Wei Wei's house. LOL! Her sister was watching Madagascar2! OMG!!! Madagascar2! I kind of like this movie. It is really funny! So, we join in watching the DVD, it was almost 3pm when we leave to go pick up Alvin Liew. LOL! So, we went to OneTJ and buy Mp3. They are going to a birthday party dinner tonight. It was my cousin's. He didn't invite me though. LOL! But it's ok. Because the relationship was not really that close too. LOL! Anyway, it is unlikely for me to go to a lounge or a karaoke pub which they are going tonight.
After buying the Mp3, we bring Alvin back home then i give a phone call to Delon. Seems like they are having fun there and was not at home. So, might as well we also went home. It was only 4pm when i reached home. Then, awhile later, my dad asked me to go downstairs to pack some food for dinner. I meet Kenny, David and Woan Eng there. LOL! My secondary school friends are still gathering together while i am alone?!!! Why? Actually i think this is my problem. I never asked them out for a gathering. LOL!
Anyway, we had a short chat then i am off with my dinner packing. It was only 5pm when i had my dinner. So, after dinner, i was playing maple again. LOL! I think i spend the whole night playing maple. Hmm... That's kind of addicted. But not really. LOL! Just having some little fun chatting. If i am not there, i suppose my life will be really boring. No one to talk to... no one to play with. LOL!
It's already 1am now. I'll stop here and... i really do hope that i can make some little changes to my life. It is not a good thing to continue on like this. I will become more and more worthless from day to day. LOL!!!
Good Night!
Saturday
What a day. Today i was awaken for no reason. It was only around 7am that time. I sleep quite late last night. I think it was already 2 or 3am then. My eyes was like so dry and feel kind of pain. So, i close my eyes and continue on with some sleep. It was only 743 when i woke up. Why am i so sure it was 743? Because i was looking at the clock and to my amazement it was only 743 then. Why am i awake so early in the morning?!!!
Since i woke up, i just go clean myself up. My mum bought breakfast. So, i had my breakfast and on my comp. There was no one around. I suppose it was a bit too early. LOL! So, i just play play play... Luckily Ping online just in time. I was able to tell him that i will not be playing later. So... that does it. I off my comp and just a while later, Sim came. So, of course, i also need to show a little bit of hospitality. LOL! So, i treat them to some drinks and some junk foods. Haha! Then, it was quite a nice chat. They was asking about my past and we are like chatting about our past.
130pm, we are on our way off to Wei Wei's house. LOL! Her sister was watching Madagascar2! OMG!!! Madagascar2! I kind of like this movie. It is really funny! So, we join in watching the DVD, it was almost 3pm when we leave to go pick up Alvin Liew. LOL! So, we went to OneTJ and buy Mp3. They are going to a birthday party dinner tonight. It was my cousin's. He didn't invite me though. LOL! But it's ok. Because the relationship was not really that close too. LOL! Anyway, it is unlikely for me to go to a lounge or a karaoke pub which they are going tonight.
After buying the Mp3, we bring Alvin back home then i give a phone call to Delon. Seems like they are having fun there and was not at home. So, might as well we also went home. It was only 4pm when i reached home. Then, awhile later, my dad asked me to go downstairs to pack some food for dinner. I meet Kenny, David and Woan Eng there. LOL! My secondary school friends are still gathering together while i am alone?!!! Why? Actually i think this is my problem. I never asked them out for a gathering. LOL!
Anyway, we had a short chat then i am off with my dinner packing. It was only 5pm when i had my dinner. So, after dinner, i was playing maple again. LOL! I think i spend the whole night playing maple. Hmm... That's kind of addicted. But not really. LOL! Just having some little fun chatting. If i am not there, i suppose my life will be really boring. No one to talk to... no one to play with. LOL!
It's already 1am now. I'll stop here and... i really do hope that i can make some little changes to my life. It is not a good thing to continue on like this. I will become more and more worthless from day to day. LOL!!!
Good Night!
Friday, February 6, 2009
Day 136
6th February 2009
Friday
What a day today. LOL! I had a hard time sleeping last night. I was turning all over, i think i only close my eyes at around 2 or 3am when my head starts to pain.
I woke up at around 10 in the morning. It was really late. Then, i on maplesea first thing. LOL! I was busy shopping in maple. I don't even know why i was shopping. LOL! Then, i on my main character and starts playing. Although i just play for awhile... hehe... i was having a nice chat with Rachel and Jessy. LOLs! Them again huh? I do feel that my maple life had quite little people. This is fact though. But it is okay. I don't mind it because i did had really nice friends until they quitted one by one. Now only left these few. Rachel was actually my maple GF. LOL! I got a GF in maplesea! Wah! =.=''' Like that can be real...
Anyway, i only maple awhile then i need to get on with my homework. So, i started with my homework at around 2pm. I can't remember how i spend my 1pm until 2pm. I think i was having lunch and watching TV then... can't remember. 2pm starts with my homework until my dad reach home! WOW!!! Wonder how i stuck my face with the numbers and figures and formulas for so long time. LOL! Of course, since there are a small test, i also did study for it.
I continue on until 430pm only i stopped and go for a bathe and prepare for school. That was kind of late as compared to normal days when i go prepare at 4pm.
I reached school at 5pm today. So, Damien ask if wanna go buy some buns. So, Phang and i tag along and go get ourselves some buns for "dinner". LOL!
Then, after buying buns, we went back to the lab and continue on surfing. LOL! I was checking friendster. It has been really long since i never touch my friendster profile. To my amazement, i found a lot of girls sharing my name... =.=''' What the heck! Why choose immortality?!!! The day i use this name was only me alone. Now got 4 people sharing the 1 name and they are girls. MY GOD! I think i need to change it soon. But, i don't care also. Wahaha!
After playing awhile, 6pm already. It is time to go to class and prepare for the small test. I did quite well, since i know how to do. But i don't know how to do part C though. So, i just simply write something and pass it up. Haha.
After that, we had some discussion about tonight. We will be visiting Mr.Kho house. Our dear F4 Lecturer. LOL! He is really one of the BEST lecturer ever. Hehe... After class, we went to Mr. Kho's house. He was like so busy bringing out the cakes and serving us the drinks. We had some little chat on the papers and the exams too. Then, he treat us to KFC! OMG! LOL! I didn't visit KFC for such a long time and he treat us 8 people to KFC. Where do you find a lecturer that spend money to treat his students to KFC? LOL! Joking... Anyway, we still thank him for his hospitality and generousity. We spend our time at KFC until 12am. LOL! That's late.
Then, reached home. Sim was driving. Haha. I think we will be visiting another lecturer's house tomorrow.
It's late now. Time to get some sleep. Good Night. It is already Day 136... You don't feel it when you are typing. Anyway, Sweet Dreams. ^^
Friday
What a day today. LOL! I had a hard time sleeping last night. I was turning all over, i think i only close my eyes at around 2 or 3am when my head starts to pain.
I woke up at around 10 in the morning. It was really late. Then, i on maplesea first thing. LOL! I was busy shopping in maple. I don't even know why i was shopping. LOL! Then, i on my main character and starts playing. Although i just play for awhile... hehe... i was having a nice chat with Rachel and Jessy. LOLs! Them again huh? I do feel that my maple life had quite little people. This is fact though. But it is okay. I don't mind it because i did had really nice friends until they quitted one by one. Now only left these few. Rachel was actually my maple GF. LOL! I got a GF in maplesea! Wah! =.=''' Like that can be real...
Anyway, i only maple awhile then i need to get on with my homework. So, i started with my homework at around 2pm. I can't remember how i spend my 1pm until 2pm. I think i was having lunch and watching TV then... can't remember. 2pm starts with my homework until my dad reach home! WOW!!! Wonder how i stuck my face with the numbers and figures and formulas for so long time. LOL! Of course, since there are a small test, i also did study for it.
I continue on until 430pm only i stopped and go for a bathe and prepare for school. That was kind of late as compared to normal days when i go prepare at 4pm.
I reached school at 5pm today. So, Damien ask if wanna go buy some buns. So, Phang and i tag along and go get ourselves some buns for "dinner". LOL!
Then, after buying buns, we went back to the lab and continue on surfing. LOL! I was checking friendster. It has been really long since i never touch my friendster profile. To my amazement, i found a lot of girls sharing my name... =.=''' What the heck! Why choose immortality?!!! The day i use this name was only me alone. Now got 4 people sharing the 1 name and they are girls. MY GOD! I think i need to change it soon. But, i don't care also. Wahaha!
After playing awhile, 6pm already. It is time to go to class and prepare for the small test. I did quite well, since i know how to do. But i don't know how to do part C though. So, i just simply write something and pass it up. Haha.
After that, we had some discussion about tonight. We will be visiting Mr.Kho house. Our dear F4 Lecturer. LOL! He is really one of the BEST lecturer ever. Hehe... After class, we went to Mr. Kho's house. He was like so busy bringing out the cakes and serving us the drinks. We had some little chat on the papers and the exams too. Then, he treat us to KFC! OMG! LOL! I didn't visit KFC for such a long time and he treat us 8 people to KFC. Where do you find a lecturer that spend money to treat his students to KFC? LOL! Joking... Anyway, we still thank him for his hospitality and generousity. We spend our time at KFC until 12am. LOL! That's late.
Then, reached home. Sim was driving. Haha. I think we will be visiting another lecturer's house tomorrow.
It's late now. Time to get some sleep. Good Night. It is already Day 136... You don't feel it when you are typing. Anyway, Sweet Dreams. ^^
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Day 135
5th February 2009
Thursday
A morning of cold and wet air. I was awaken by the sound of the rain drops. The sofa was kind of soaked by the time i woke up. I quickly close the window to avoid getting the whole thing being totally a mess.
After that, i go clean up and on maplesea. Rachel was already online then. Aiele a.k.a. Jess is also online. So, we had some little chat then. After that, we was exploring. Of course, the we refers to Rachel and me. Then around 3 something, i stopped and had lunch. LOL! This lunch came late. After lunch, i was training with Penguin and Rachel on Bain (a mob in maplesea).
Rachel was not feeling well, so she off first. I continue on with penguin. LOL! We played until 6pm. We stopped and i off my computer for some little rest. Then, it is about time for dinner. Tonight i have not much appetite for food. Maybe it is because i had my lunch late. Anyway, i had something to eat and then finish my dinner first. LOL!
After that, watch TV. LOL! The news about Perak is kind of heat now. Politics... I suppose Perak is kind of a mess now. You must take care over there ok? Maybe the unstable politics may lead to weak security. You must be careful over there.
Then, i had a short nap after that. I feel tired. LOL! 8pm i woke up. My brother was using my laptop playing Dota. Man~ Anyway, he did stopped when he see i woke up. So, i on maplesea as we had "dated" to go do quests together. HaHaHa! So, the quest took us like whole night to complete. Rachel was unwell today. She went to sleep first. So, left me and penguin again. It is now 1am already. We stopped after i helped her with the transfering of some equipments and items. LOL!
I will be visiting Mr.Kho house tomorrow. LOL! Since Daniel is planning everything, i just wait and see what will happen tomorrow night. Haha.
... I am still worry about you though. Must take care over there ok? Must be safe and sound!
Good night now~ Sweet dreams.
Thursday
A morning of cold and wet air. I was awaken by the sound of the rain drops. The sofa was kind of soaked by the time i woke up. I quickly close the window to avoid getting the whole thing being totally a mess.
After that, i go clean up and on maplesea. Rachel was already online then. Aiele a.k.a. Jess is also online. So, we had some little chat then. After that, we was exploring. Of course, the we refers to Rachel and me. Then around 3 something, i stopped and had lunch. LOL! This lunch came late. After lunch, i was training with Penguin and Rachel on Bain (a mob in maplesea).
Rachel was not feeling well, so she off first. I continue on with penguin. LOL! We played until 6pm. We stopped and i off my computer for some little rest. Then, it is about time for dinner. Tonight i have not much appetite for food. Maybe it is because i had my lunch late. Anyway, i had something to eat and then finish my dinner first. LOL!
After that, watch TV. LOL! The news about Perak is kind of heat now. Politics... I suppose Perak is kind of a mess now. You must take care over there ok? Maybe the unstable politics may lead to weak security. You must be careful over there.
Then, i had a short nap after that. I feel tired. LOL! 8pm i woke up. My brother was using my laptop playing Dota. Man~ Anyway, he did stopped when he see i woke up. So, i on maplesea as we had "dated" to go do quests together. HaHaHa! So, the quest took us like whole night to complete. Rachel was unwell today. She went to sleep first. So, left me and penguin again. It is now 1am already. We stopped after i helped her with the transfering of some equipments and items. LOL!
I will be visiting Mr.Kho house tomorrow. LOL! Since Daniel is planning everything, i just wait and see what will happen tomorrow night. Haha.
... I am still worry about you though. Must take care over there ok? Must be safe and sound!
Good night now~ Sweet dreams.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Day 134
4th February 2009
Wednesday
Wow~ today i woke up with a soar neck. =.=''' I am sure i didn't sleep well last night. I had a quick breakfast, then the whole afternoon had nothing. LOL! I was watching DVD then. Since i can't play maple, and Rachel did ring, so, i just watch DVD all along.
2 something, i stopped. Odd, i took out my notes and exercises and starts doing exercises and reading notes! LOL! So hardworking! Then around 3pm, Ling Chien smsed. She asked me whether i am free? Then, i answered yes. LOL! So, she asked me to on my comp and play Viwawa with her. LOL! That took me only 1 second to reply NO! Reason is so simple. I need to prepare for school soon and i am doing my homework halfway still. So, i rejected her and told her that i will be playing with her some other time. Hehe. So, i continue on with my homework.
4pm, i go prepare for school. That means i stopped doing my homework and pack my bag for school later.
Then my dad came home. But, we didn't go directly. His friend is coming for a visit. LOL! So, i just on my computer and start watching Naruto awhile. His friend just sit for awhile, then left. So, we also left. I reached school at 5 today. Quite late. Phang ask me whether wanted to had dinner or not. Of course, since i didn't eat the whole afternoon, i went to had dinner with him.
Then, it is time for class. Today's class was kind of blur. Maybe i am not clever enough. LOL!!!
So... i just try my best to understand what the lecturer is teaching. LOL! Then, we are discussing about going visiting on Friday. LOL! So, again, after class, we had a short and simple discussion. That only took awhile. After that i am on my way home. I reached home at around 10. I had a cup of milo, then i on maple and meet up with penguin and Rachel. Twinkie is online too today. Twinkie is my maple Godma. LOL! So, she was like asking about how i am doing now. So i told her about finding job. Hmm... mummy is always a mummy. She will be telling a lot of real facts and the economy now. She is a financial worker too. ^^
The night was spend on maple. Seems like lately i was playing maplesea. But most important of all, it is still the focus on the study. I do hope that i can focus on my study and complete it as soon as possible. Although i may not get a job now, there are always chances in the future!
I wanted to be one of the youngest ACCA holder! That time, it is them looking for me. Not me looking for them! LOL! Good Luck and all the Best!
Wednesday
Wow~ today i woke up with a soar neck. =.=''' I am sure i didn't sleep well last night. I had a quick breakfast, then the whole afternoon had nothing. LOL! I was watching DVD then. Since i can't play maple, and Rachel did ring, so, i just watch DVD all along.
2 something, i stopped. Odd, i took out my notes and exercises and starts doing exercises and reading notes! LOL! So hardworking! Then around 3pm, Ling Chien smsed. She asked me whether i am free? Then, i answered yes. LOL! So, she asked me to on my comp and play Viwawa with her. LOL! That took me only 1 second to reply NO! Reason is so simple. I need to prepare for school soon and i am doing my homework halfway still. So, i rejected her and told her that i will be playing with her some other time. Hehe. So, i continue on with my homework.
4pm, i go prepare for school. That means i stopped doing my homework and pack my bag for school later.
Then my dad came home. But, we didn't go directly. His friend is coming for a visit. LOL! So, i just on my computer and start watching Naruto awhile. His friend just sit for awhile, then left. So, we also left. I reached school at 5 today. Quite late. Phang ask me whether wanted to had dinner or not. Of course, since i didn't eat the whole afternoon, i went to had dinner with him.
Then, it is time for class. Today's class was kind of blur. Maybe i am not clever enough. LOL!!!
So... i just try my best to understand what the lecturer is teaching. LOL! Then, we are discussing about going visiting on Friday. LOL! So, again, after class, we had a short and simple discussion. That only took awhile. After that i am on my way home. I reached home at around 10. I had a cup of milo, then i on maple and meet up with penguin and Rachel. Twinkie is online too today. Twinkie is my maple Godma. LOL! So, she was like asking about how i am doing now. So i told her about finding job. Hmm... mummy is always a mummy. She will be telling a lot of real facts and the economy now. She is a financial worker too. ^^
The night was spend on maple. Seems like lately i was playing maplesea. But most important of all, it is still the focus on the study. I do hope that i can focus on my study and complete it as soon as possible. Although i may not get a job now, there are always chances in the future!
I wanted to be one of the youngest ACCA holder! That time, it is them looking for me. Not me looking for them! LOL! Good Luck and all the Best!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Day 133
3rd February 2009
Tuesday
What happen today? I suppose... it is a mystery. I can't even recall what happen today... Think i need to start from where i go to bed...
It was already 3am when i go to bed last night. My sleep was unstable. I was haunted by dreams... Dreams of all kinds. I think it maybe caused by the pillow. LOL! Anyway, i woke up in the morning, still feeling my eye lids to be heavy. But who cares? I use a wet and cold towel, splash it onto my face. Wah! I feel so wide awake. LOL! Since my brother is already watching DVD, so i just tag along and watch.
It was already 12pm when i had my lunch. He went to school and i was still continue on with the DVD. 2pm, i feel tired watching DVD. My mind was empty that once. So, i decide to take out my notes and my exercises. I took my pen out. When i was about to start, my mind go blank... I was thinking about Horwath interview days ago... i was thinking about getting a work. But, now i am still here. I am getting no where. Man, seems like i am dropped out again. But who cares! They didn't employ me, that is their lost. My imagination grows wild while my papers are still left empty...
Today, my mood is blue. I feel rather low today. 4pm, my dad reached home. Of course, i go bathe and prepare myself for school tonight. Upon reaching school at around 5pm, i stay at the lobby reading papers. World peace... wonder when will that really happen? World peace...
A few minutes later, i go to the lab, getting myself online and starts surfing meaninglessly without directions. Lucky that only took me awhile until Terence and Phang came down. Phang asked me to tag along for dinner. So, since i still haven't had my dinner, i go along. We had fishball soup. I was asking him about the work. Then he ask me to try my luck with Ernst & Young. =.=''' Wow~ joking man! Ernst & Young is one of the Big 4 accounting firm in the world! If i am able to work there, my future will be so much brighter! Don't know why, i feel that my hope shattered. Everything come to dust. I feels like everything is so far away. Wonder what is happening to me?
I feel lonely. This is awfully terrible! This is a big problem! Lucky there is a class coming that keep my mind busy for a while. So, i went to class directly after dinner. I never visit the lab after that...
I went to class, start of with the homework and reading the notes. I don't even remember what i read just now. Seems like i am just reading for the sake of reading. =.=''' Died... Seems like i am dead some how.
The time pass quickly. It is time to go home. A song kills me instantly in the car. I don't know the name, i don't even know the singer. But that song... just put me into a very awful situation.
Anyway, reached home after that. I had dinner again. Another dinner. LOL!
Wonder how can i eat so much. I on maplesea after dinner. I was having fun playing, chatting, and joking with these girls in maplesea. Jessy, Penguin and Rachel. Haha.
I was even thinking about you then. I was even telling them about you. It was you that makes me talk to dolls. It was you that bring me so much. I can remember.
It was 1+am when i received a sms from you. You always seems to had a sense of sending me sms when i feel down. I do feel happy to receive it just now. But, it is late. Why are you still up at such a late hour? Go to bed early. It will be better for u.
Its late for me too now. 230am. Wonder if i can fall asleep later... Must try non the less. Good Night now~ Take Care~
Tuesday
What happen today? I suppose... it is a mystery. I can't even recall what happen today... Think i need to start from where i go to bed...
It was already 3am when i go to bed last night. My sleep was unstable. I was haunted by dreams... Dreams of all kinds. I think it maybe caused by the pillow. LOL! Anyway, i woke up in the morning, still feeling my eye lids to be heavy. But who cares? I use a wet and cold towel, splash it onto my face. Wah! I feel so wide awake. LOL! Since my brother is already watching DVD, so i just tag along and watch.
It was already 12pm when i had my lunch. He went to school and i was still continue on with the DVD. 2pm, i feel tired watching DVD. My mind was empty that once. So, i decide to take out my notes and my exercises. I took my pen out. When i was about to start, my mind go blank... I was thinking about Horwath interview days ago... i was thinking about getting a work. But, now i am still here. I am getting no where. Man, seems like i am dropped out again. But who cares! They didn't employ me, that is their lost. My imagination grows wild while my papers are still left empty...
Today, my mood is blue. I feel rather low today. 4pm, my dad reached home. Of course, i go bathe and prepare myself for school tonight. Upon reaching school at around 5pm, i stay at the lobby reading papers. World peace... wonder when will that really happen? World peace...
A few minutes later, i go to the lab, getting myself online and starts surfing meaninglessly without directions. Lucky that only took me awhile until Terence and Phang came down. Phang asked me to tag along for dinner. So, since i still haven't had my dinner, i go along. We had fishball soup. I was asking him about the work. Then he ask me to try my luck with Ernst & Young. =.=''' Wow~ joking man! Ernst & Young is one of the Big 4 accounting firm in the world! If i am able to work there, my future will be so much brighter! Don't know why, i feel that my hope shattered. Everything come to dust. I feels like everything is so far away. Wonder what is happening to me?
I feel lonely. This is awfully terrible! This is a big problem! Lucky there is a class coming that keep my mind busy for a while. So, i went to class directly after dinner. I never visit the lab after that...
I went to class, start of with the homework and reading the notes. I don't even remember what i read just now. Seems like i am just reading for the sake of reading. =.=''' Died... Seems like i am dead some how.
The time pass quickly. It is time to go home. A song kills me instantly in the car. I don't know the name, i don't even know the singer. But that song... just put me into a very awful situation.
Anyway, reached home after that. I had dinner again. Another dinner. LOL!
Wonder how can i eat so much. I on maplesea after dinner. I was having fun playing, chatting, and joking with these girls in maplesea. Jessy, Penguin and Rachel. Haha.
I was even thinking about you then. I was even telling them about you. It was you that makes me talk to dolls. It was you that bring me so much. I can remember.
It was 1+am when i received a sms from you. You always seems to had a sense of sending me sms when i feel down. I do feel happy to receive it just now. But, it is late. Why are you still up at such a late hour? Go to bed early. It will be better for u.
Its late for me too now. 230am. Wonder if i can fall asleep later... Must try non the less. Good Night now~ Take Care~
Day 132
2nd February 2009
Monday
There are no class today. Another day spent loitering alone at home. I woke up at 9 in the morning, there is no one around anymore. Seems like i am alone again. So, i decided to watch the drama series. That drama had already been finished by my brother where i am still just on the starting point. Anyway, that is not important.
While i was watching the drama series, Rachel smsed me. She was playing maple then. She was asking a lot of questions. LOL! So, in the end, i stopped my drama and go and on my computer and play along with them. LOL!!! So, i think i forget to even had my lunch and of course my medicine too. Haha~ Anyway, my sickness is better than before now. So, maybe missing the time to take the medicine once will not be a big problem.
The whole afternoon was spend playing, chatting and having fun in maple. =.='''
I continue playing until 5pm only i stopped. I feel tired, so i went to had a short nap. It is not long. As my dad is coming home soon and going to do some cooking for dinner.
After dinner, it is time for TV. The TV didn't go long. It took only awhile then i go on maple again. There goes my night time too. I was playing with Jess all night. LOL! Jess is a friend from Singapore. We are training together the whole night. LOL!!!
Then, that Rachel, Penguin and Jessy are like discussing on how to "kill" me. =.=''' Man~ What did i do wrong that these girls... LOL!
Then... 12am, Jessy need to go bed. I suppose. Haha. So, it is time to go find Rachel and hit it off training her. I think i should say, we are going exploring. LOL!
Wow... i actually didn't know the time passing. We played until 3am!~ When my eyes are feeling the weight, when i feel tired... only then, i stopped. She is still there playing! OMG! Wonder how she did it. LOL!!!
Anyway, think that is all for today. The school days is back now. The boring feeling is back. Wonder if my life is going to change...
Monday
There are no class today. Another day spent loitering alone at home. I woke up at 9 in the morning, there is no one around anymore. Seems like i am alone again. So, i decided to watch the drama series. That drama had already been finished by my brother where i am still just on the starting point. Anyway, that is not important.
While i was watching the drama series, Rachel smsed me. She was playing maple then. She was asking a lot of questions. LOL! So, in the end, i stopped my drama and go and on my computer and play along with them. LOL!!! So, i think i forget to even had my lunch and of course my medicine too. Haha~ Anyway, my sickness is better than before now. So, maybe missing the time to take the medicine once will not be a big problem.
The whole afternoon was spend playing, chatting and having fun in maple. =.='''
I continue playing until 5pm only i stopped. I feel tired, so i went to had a short nap. It is not long. As my dad is coming home soon and going to do some cooking for dinner.
After dinner, it is time for TV. The TV didn't go long. It took only awhile then i go on maple again. There goes my night time too. I was playing with Jess all night. LOL! Jess is a friend from Singapore. We are training together the whole night. LOL!!!
Then, that Rachel, Penguin and Jessy are like discussing on how to "kill" me. =.=''' Man~ What did i do wrong that these girls... LOL!
Then... 12am, Jessy need to go bed. I suppose. Haha. So, it is time to go find Rachel and hit it off training her. I think i should say, we are going exploring. LOL!
Wow... i actually didn't know the time passing. We played until 3am!~ When my eyes are feeling the weight, when i feel tired... only then, i stopped. She is still there playing! OMG! Wonder how she did it. LOL!!!
Anyway, think that is all for today. The school days is back now. The boring feeling is back. Wonder if my life is going to change...
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Day 131
1st February 2009
Sunday
Today was spend quite meaninglessly. LOL! This morning i woke up finding no one around. I can see only my brother still sleeping soundly. I think he must be sleeping late again. LOLS! So... i just look around for breakfast. OMG! No breakfast? Sobs~ so i just drink so plain water then on my computer and continue my Naruto. I stopped at a very interesting part. So, it keeps me wondering what happen next. Haha!
That only took awhile for me to complete until the latest that was uploaded online. Then, i just recalled i didn't turn my msn off while watching Naruto. LOL!
After that... hmm... i can't remember what i do after Naruto... I think i go for a nap. LOLs!!! Hahahaha! So, i had dinner. Today had duck for dinner. I really kind of hate my cough. It some feels like something stuck on my throat. It gives me some problem breathing. Haih~
After dinner, i watched TV. I was watching Cartoon then AFV (American Funniest Video) Then, go bathe after that.
After bathe, i feel hungry. LOLs! That is quick. Maybe because of the dinner. I didn't had much. So, i might as well had some snacks. LOL! I touch the JUNK FOOD! OMG!!! Haha~ Anyway, that would be ok i think. I do feel a lot better than few days ago.
Watching TV and eating junk food. LOL! That is some type of enjoyment. But think about the calories... The fat... Oh dear... haha.
Hope i can get well soon. It is Monday tomorrow. Everything will get back to its original form. I think i will give a phone call to Yong & Oh tomorrow morning and try to ask for a vacancy. Hehe.
Then, this will be the full stop for today. Good night. Haha.
Sunday
Today was spend quite meaninglessly. LOL! This morning i woke up finding no one around. I can see only my brother still sleeping soundly. I think he must be sleeping late again. LOLS! So... i just look around for breakfast. OMG! No breakfast? Sobs~ so i just drink so plain water then on my computer and continue my Naruto. I stopped at a very interesting part. So, it keeps me wondering what happen next. Haha!
That only took awhile for me to complete until the latest that was uploaded online. Then, i just recalled i didn't turn my msn off while watching Naruto. LOL!
After that... hmm... i can't remember what i do after Naruto... I think i go for a nap. LOLs!!! Hahahaha! So, i had dinner. Today had duck for dinner. I really kind of hate my cough. It some feels like something stuck on my throat. It gives me some problem breathing. Haih~
After dinner, i watched TV. I was watching Cartoon then AFV (American Funniest Video) Then, go bathe after that.
After bathe, i feel hungry. LOLs! That is quick. Maybe because of the dinner. I didn't had much. So, i might as well had some snacks. LOL! I touch the JUNK FOOD! OMG!!! Haha~ Anyway, that would be ok i think. I do feel a lot better than few days ago.
Watching TV and eating junk food. LOL! That is some type of enjoyment. But think about the calories... The fat... Oh dear... haha.
Hope i can get well soon. It is Monday tomorrow. Everything will get back to its original form. I think i will give a phone call to Yong & Oh tomorrow morning and try to ask for a vacancy. Hehe.
Then, this will be the full stop for today. Good night. Haha.
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