Day 150

20th February 2009
Friday
I hate these dreams... I am having dreams every night. My god... Why??? It is kind of annoying. But it is not nightmares, just some, normal and casual dream. However, it went absurd in times. Just like yesterday, mouth fight with hooligans... my god... today, i can't remember. I think i already don't care. LOL!
I followed my mum down for breakfast like usual, and start off studying law. Today was quite lazy. =.=''' Why i say so? Because the radio was on while i was studying. I sort of like listen to the radio in times when i stop focusing on the law. But still, i finish my part and note down the parts that i will need to talk to Mr.Kho later tonight. Hmm... not bad huh?
I stopped at around 12pm for lunch. That's quite early. I think it must be caused by my inability to concentrate anymore. So, might as well just stop and eat first. Then, i sit at the sofa day dream awhile. LOL!!! Only 1230 or later i continue on with the law text. I finish it at 130pm. So, without hesitation, i take out the tax papers. It is time to study tax. Besides, i know i have already over spent my hours on law. But never mind. Tax is more easy... in a way. LOL! You know... i utterly feel vexed by tax. =.=''' I was reading on business income part today. Then, after awhile... i look at it... it seems so familiar to me and i seems to know everything there. But why i fail tax? HOLY SXXT! I get frustrated, then, i slam the whole tax file off the ground. =.=''' I think i am stressed out. I suppose not much people can handle this type of stress... 12 hours spend purely on books. Even i myself think i am insane. But who cares i am insane or not? I just wanted to pass. No matter what's the cost,i shall claim ACCA within 2 years from now. This is what i said and this time, i mean it. No more play around and joke around. ACCA is merely just a paper! I am so Fxxking sure that i can claim it if i want to. I get what i want. i do what i want. No one can stop me. I understand, u failed me on purpose. Now, i am going to get myself at least 70 marks now. Hopefully, i am going to aim for prizewinner now. You just wait and see the result of failing me. The whole afternoon was spent blurly. I study in time, i get frustrated in time. Then my mind think of trying to smoke. =.=''' What the Heck!!! But my conscious keep me awake.
4pm, i stopped and go prepare myself for school. See, my tax didn't complete the 4 hours. But i did finish reading it in just 2 hours. I always ask myself why... but no answer emerge...
Don't care about it. Yesterday is History, Today is a Present, Tomorrow is the Future!
I reached school at around 430pm. So i went to the computer lab and continue on with my revision. No touching of the computers. LOL! I remember. Then, when Phang came down, we went for some snacks and i come back to carry on the revision. I think i stopped at 530pm when it rains. Then again, that primary school classmate show up. I really can't remember who is she. I suppose even if i crack my head i also can't remember. LOL! My memory is so weak.
Then we had some little chat and trying to recall who she was. Anyway, that didn't take long as i need to go to class at 6. I went into the classroom, start on with the small test. I did well for question 1. Why i know? because, i know~ LOL! But question 2, i didn't had enough time for it. Too bad... But question 1 is enough to earn me 50%. LOL! Anyway, the class commence on time.
During recess, i go talk to Mr.Kho. He told me to look him up if i got any problems. Even my lecturer will give me some little advise and some encouragement. My parents... just know how to nag me and brood over my failure. =.=''' I don't mind. It is purely my mistake that i fail. But i will not allow this for the 2nd time. I Shall Pawn U! HahaahahahA!
It's getting late now. Time for bed. Tomorrow is the day to rest! Yeah! Haha. But i intend to continue on my law paper anyway. I DONT WANT TO READ TAX TOMORROW because IT IS MY HOLIDAY! =P
Good Night~